suicidal books

Jung Ha-rin, the infamously timid 29 year-old vocalist of the K-Pop group Cheerleader, wanted to die. Her life as an idol was nothing short of miserable. Her time in the K-Pop industry nothing short of killed her. The only way out of this hell was to end it. But when she finally goes through and ends her life, she finds herself in the body of a school boy?! A school boy with the dreams of being an idol at that! “Is this the Hevean I prayed to?!” She screamed.

***Hiatus*** In a world of fantasy, a boy was born without an energy core and energy circuits. Something that is needed in order to control worldly energies. The Aura of Warriors, Mana of Mages and Holy Energy of Priests. Will he succumb to his fate, or will he be able to find a path that will let him go against this so called fate... * * * The art in the cover is not mine, credits to its rightful owner.

Life's not easy when your mum's nuts, your uncle is becoming your aunt, and one of your crushes could -- and probably would -- break your face if he found out how you felt about him.<br><br>That's Tab's life, though, malevolent gods and all. His text-flirting with Demi, the brother of his best friend, is going nowhere: Demi already has a boyfriend and anyway, who dates their best friend's twin? But then, the pining after Nick is going nowhere either, because Nick probably likes gay-bashing on Friday nights for fun. He's gorgeous, but he's dangerous, and Tab knows better than that.<br><br>So what's a bit of harmless flirting, when one is taken and the other is straight? It's just a bit of fun.<br><br>That is until Demi is suddenly single, and Nick is not looking as straight and scary as he was before.

Sypnosis: It's your typical 16 y/o male teenager who has mental health problems and his life is a mess. One day, he committed suicide in his kitchen of his house with hope to finish the suffering in his life, but little did he know he got transmigrated to another world. Follow the journey of his new life to adapt to the new world and at the same time dealing with mental problems. (Note: I do not own any of the characters in Naruto. This is my first time writing a fanfic and if there's grammatical errors, please excuse me since English is not my native language. Also the cover is not mine.)

A student named Caspian was a very carefree individual but what would happen if an apocalypse were to happen what would he do to survive this harsh event.

Death was supposed to be the end. For Hayato, it was a choice. One leap into traffic should have erased his pain forever… Instead, it gave him wings. Reborn as an angel, Hayato is forced into a war he never asked for — against the demons born from humanity’s despair. Burdened with the weight of his own broken soul, he questions if he even deserves to call himself an “angel.” But when he meets Nabi, a girl who stirs the feelings he’s long tried to bury, Hayato is forced to ask whether love can redeem what death could not and if so, what's the price he must pay. The answer will decide not only his fate, but the balance of salvation and damnation across all of humanity.

Evelyn Clement, a British young lady consumed by grief after her parents’ deaths, dies in a freak accident—only to awaken to a strange sight. She soon discovers she has transmigrated into a royal fantasy reverse harem novel, inhabiting the pitiful villainess Verity Castellan. At first indifferent to her fate, a strange dream rekindles an old passion—phonk—and, with it, her will to live. Her goal seemed simple: survive the story by becoming a knight. But the future is unpredictable… and oh, did it all spiral! At the Royal Academy, her fate entwines with five key figures: Julien, the prodigious musician with a dark secret; Caelum, the painfully oblivious genius mage; Roland, the steadfast knight; Edric, the eccentric duke-to-be; and the heroine herself, Arabella Wynne. Sharp, odd, and unshakably true-hearted, Verity unsettles many yet draws these formidable figures dangerously close. Her choices will decide whether she survives the story... or rewrites it entirely. [Perfect for fans of villainess royalty, reverse harem, yuri, and unconventional heroines.] ***This is a reverse harem romance with five love interests! Four males and one female; each route will be explored separately and you can skip whichever you want (for people who aren't into Yuri). ***I'm not sure if there'll be an actual reverse harem route where it's Mc x five love interests, but I might be open to it in the future. Happy reading~. TW: Expect lots of surprises!

Mia Jones gets a sudden call from her boyfriend Carson that starts a terrifying new period in her life. [WARNING: suicidal actions!]

when an attempted suicide fives her a chance to start a-new, she finds nothing is new, just no one remembers what they did and she can't help but feel the curse within this unfortunate blessing. Her love and worst enemy whom she was thankful to not meet is suddenly thrown in front of her and now she must marry him. The whole world seemed to have gone mad. and she is not ready to let go of her grudge just yet. If the universe wanted her miserable, she has no intention of letting it have peace too. Watch Anna turn from a scared little girl to a woman with plans. "I told you I was the devil and you thought I was exaggerating. that's your luck for underestimating my royalness." *Extract* * Scared to look at the queens my eyes wandered, taking in the beautifully decorated room with miles of space and grandeur, which suddenly felt like a crammed underground tube. The silence became too loud, and their gentle sips didn’t soothe my mind. I suffer from anxiety; this feels like torture. My leg is cramped, my butt has been sat for too long, my back is aching for sitting perfect for too long, my nose is itching, my palms are sweating of my rings! I. Can. No. Longer. Endure! Shoot me. In this stiff situation, I began to wonder, should I, do it? Can I really do it? The murder of all murders in everything royal. I am going to do it. The voice in my head is chanting, “do it, do it, do it.” And I am a sheep. I am going to fart. Oh yes. You see when I first came to this world, I was taught by my lady’s maid; the ways of surviving as a lady in this realm. And dare I say I am a pro. And farting is a holy taboo. Which mean I am about to desecrate this alter. *

Fu Shinian, an extra character in the original book, awakens to find that her whole family are the vicious villains in the story. Her father, unable to establish relations with the Marquis Changping's residence, is demoted and exiled by the male lead. Her mother is beaten to death on the road to exile, and Aunt Cheng is humiliated to death protecting her chastity. Her elder brother opposes the male lead to win over the female lead and dies saving her. Her elder sister makes life difficult for the female lead, and after their father is exiled, she is divorced by the male lead and sent to a pleasure house. To protect her family and change their tragic fate, isn’t it fair for her to absorb all the male and female leads' fortunes? * [Ding! Male and female leads' fortune -1000, Fu Mansion's fortune +1000] Mr. Fu: "I attended the morning court session, why did His Majesty promote me again!" Madam Fu: "I went to the temple to offer incense, and the master said I was surrounded by a powerful purple aura!" Aunt Cheng: "How did the Cheng Family suddenly become the imperial merchants!" Elder Brother: "It seems like I suddenly have gained intelligence, I know all the exam questions!" Elder Sister: "How come right after I broke off the engagement, Little General Gu came to propose?" * The Marquis Changping can only live to 25, in two years the title will belong to the male lead? She frantically absorbs the fortunes of the male and female leads to boost the Marquis Changping's fortune! During the plague lockdown, Fu Shinian brings medicine and travels long distances into the city to safeguard his health. He understands the girl's intentions, but he only has two years left to live, how can he drag her down. However, why does his heart ache so much watching her with someone else? Finally, the Marquis Changping forces Fu Shinian into the corner of the study, lowering his head to seek her lips: "Niannian, I was wrong."