25 December 2017
Two days past in an blink of an eye. Today on Christmas day I want Christmas present as him.
I called kirti...
Me: Merry christmas kutti!!!
Kirti: Merry christmas don!!
Me: Baby, How was your pre-board? Will You manage to get good marks in all subjects? Would you passed in political science?
Kirti: hnnn yrr I will pass in all subjects.
Me: Chal bye, I'll talk to sooner.
Half day past my mind is keep thinking about him and nervousness goes mounting every ticking. My class is at 6:30 today. At clock hit the 5:30P.M I started dressing up myself, though I am not a conscious person for my looks. But it is special for me. So I dressed up myself and applied some balm on my lips. Finally I packed my backs and left for class with my mom cum body guard 😂!
Every heading step wretched my heart with fear of rejection and loosing him. But I have to face this with the hope of he to be mine.
Finally reached mom left me it time to rock on.
My eyes quest for him, ohh I forget its christmas ohh gosh nervousness. Whatever my heart searching for him, Finally he arrived.
Its the moment my heart shrunk. And took a deep breath. Finally he come to me.
Me: Hi!! I asked you something answer hope you decided now (meine kuch pucha tha tune soch liya hoga)
Himanshu: Hnn, but I will answer you tomorrow at economic class.
Me: okay ( insight me ohh hell one more night my heart want to scream at him, tell him that c'mon tell me now. It really hard to wait for an one more day).
Himanshu: I have to go for class.
Me: Okay ( putting a fake smile on my face)
Now head to the class of political science though I am not interested in this class at all. I just borrow my friends phone because I don't have mine and use my Facebook account. I did the same in this class. Scroll post, talked to several friends. As class over I head to home with bulk of questions. Why not today what's wrong? I am so furious at him, but now I have no other option just to wait for an another day.
Night past in rewinding memories, day dreaming fantastising myself in his arms😉, and terrific questions answer session of mind with my heart....
My heart welcome this morrow because it would going to begining of love tale with him. So happy I am feel myself queen of this world, Like I bring kohinoor back for india from britain, or cleared my CSE. But it is more than this, I want to be queen of his life. Such an asshole I am when I would get over this day dreaming habit.
It is 4:45Pm I started dressing up myself and packing up my back. Move for class at 5:15 Pm. I put my back and go out for fetching chairs for us. My eyes keep looking for him, everyone arrived except him, why he is late today? He arrived late but finally a sigh of relief. We didn't talk much during class I dont know why? Usually we spent all our classes in talking instead of studying strange it is. But as soon as class get over everyone left the room except me and him, than I asked him again.
Me: I asked you something at least answer me?
Himanshu:Hnn I don't know what to say?
Me: whatever at least make it clear to me.
Himanshu: I like you but I need sometime. Right now I am not ready.
Me: okay take your time, but don't struck me here. I need an answer.
Himanshu: I need time.
Me: Okay take your time. I am waiting for your answer.
We ended up by this and I left for next class but time for what? Is it kind of rejection in a firm manner just not to hurt me or not to break our Friendship? I am damn confused. What is this? Why didn't he say the same to me yesterday if he want to time why didn't he reply me past day.
I hate one habit of people "PTA NAHI" I hate this word, because I think this pta ni is filled up of 80 percent No and 20 percent Yes maybe less than this. So as his I don't know and need time.
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