CB: I Can't Die CBICD

Part of the Cure or Blessing Multiverse
I can't die
I don't know if this is a blessing or a curse, but one thing I do know is that its hell.
I just want to escape this hell of neverending survival.
I wake up, I fight, I break, I heal, I fight, I break, I heal, I fight, I break, I heal, I fight, I break, I heal, I pass out.
I repeat this process every day of my life. It never gets easier. The pain only increases, My mind continues to break, but the worst of all is... I can't die.