I hate my life,
I want to kill myself,
I want to cut my skin until my blood pours out and I'm nothing, but skin and bones,
I want to fall off the face of the Earth and never be found,
I hope that if I go and hide nobody tries to come and find me.
In the mind of Callie Emerald Rose this is what she was thinking, as she struggles with all the eating disorders and problems and fights she goes through, throughout the story.