When i used to be a kid ... mom always told me stories about the strong tall prince that saved the princess ... on his white horse ... getting ride of all his enemies with his magical sward ... My eyes went bright back then ... i got so excited hearing those stories ... waiting for the time when i'll be able to live mine ... and guess what i wasn't the prince ...
i fell down so many times and YOU ... only YOU saved me over and over
Noah lying on that hospital bed ... looking at the clock on the wall ... like he's waiting for something ... something important ... Until that door opened ...
Jiiin , you're late ...
Sorry i had an extra work today (Jin while holding Noah)
I missed you , When will i get out of here , it's been a month already
I know but doctor Han said that you should stay here until they make sure you're totally fine , 'cause your head was seriously injured
I wanna go on a date with you ...
I know , me too but the most important thing is your health
Jin is my boyfriend well this is not Jin but i'll have to keep calling him that ... a month ago i had a traffic accident and ended up here ... he works all the day but we get to have dinner together ...
I'll have to leave now (Jin while playing with Noah's hair)
come back soon (sad expression)
I will miss you ... shall we go out on a walk next weekend , i'll spend all the day with you
really ? that will be amazing
then take care of yourself , and make sure you have your meds at time okay ?
Good night , see you tomorrow (Jin kissing Noah's forehead)
bye bye ~~~
My life's been a mess , lost it all in a one-sided love , but one day i just gave up after crying so much and decided to fall for Jin who confessed to me ... you see sometimes you have to move on , but some feelings that lasted for years can't just go away easily ...
Like everyday , Dr Han walks in to check on me ...
Noah how do you feel ?
i will feel much better if you send me home dr Han
i wish i could , was Jin here again ?
yeah , he said we can go on a walk this weekend
that would be ... good for you , now about the meds you've been skipping
I will eat them on time don't worry , Jin asked me to do so
you're a good boy Noah , i hope you'll get all better soon
Sometimes i look at Dr Han and notice how hard he tries to force a smile while talking to me ... as if i will die soon ... but that can't be ... it might be something else right ? maybe they think i'm crazy waking up and starting to think you're Jin my ex-boyfriend
What's a true love kiss ? you know how the frog turned back to a prince ? and how the sleeping beauty woke up again ? how the beast broke that curse and became a human after the beauty kissed him ... And how snow white came back to life ... Those are the stories mom told me years ago ...
Mine was pretty much different ... because after i had that kiss while he was drunk he forgot about it ... he forgot and i was still stuck in there
he was tall ... dark hair ... blue eyes ... and the perfect shape for a body ... That everyone noticed him everywhere he goes ... and for some reasons he had a different look when it comes to me , maybe that's why i thought we shared the same feelings ... maybe that's why i got my hopes up ... that even when i told you i'm dating a guy you just smiled and hugged me just as if you're a good friend ... but you missed two facts back then ...
number one ... i wasn't seeing any guy back then but i started seeing one after your reaction
number two is that i cried so much that night ...
i called Jin by your name so many times ... until he got sick of me ... and i'm sorry for hurting him but i thought i can love him if i try hard , if i work all the day , if i can kiss him and have sex with him , one day i'll fall for him ... but sometimes i wake up at late nights , naked next to Jin ... and all i can think about is you ... your smell and that time when our lips met ... we can barely call that a kiss but ... it meant the world to me ...
Now i'm lying to you but ... what can i do since i'm totally in love with you Hyuk
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