She had become someone important in his life. Someone who cared for him during his worst time. Someone who saw him at his lowest and yet choose to stay. Someone who Jin don't think he would survive without anymore.
"Thank you Minji..."
Her name finally leaving his lips. His smile so sincere and loving towards the one girl who had slowly been healing him without him realizing it.
The true reason behind his smiles and the calming of his nightmare for the night, but sadly she didn't hear it. She had fallen asleep before the male could utter her name...
I woke up to feeling myself clinging onto someone. Their hand was under my head and it felt too comfortable that I didn't want to move. I could hear the steady heartbeat beating inside of their chest. I slightly moved my head and felt something big and soft in my face. Feeling so at peace, I nuzzle more into the soft chest of the person and tighten my grip.
A low and breathy moan escaped the individual who was cuddling me in their arms.
My ears perked at hearing her moaning. Yes, it was a girl... and it was Minji's voice.
Frozen in place, I felt my heart increase ten times faster. I could feel the burning on my ears and knew that they had probably grown a deep shade of red in embarrassment at being held so close to her chest.
I bit my lip to keep calm and not think of anything that might trigger the little bro in between my legs. I slightly pull my head away from her chest. It was too dangerous and I didn't want her waking up to feeling a certain part of me being hard.
I tried to recall what happened last night and how she ended up sleeping in the same bed as me.
I remembered Namjoon's visit, the heartbreaking news about Tae and Sunni, and Minji, the girl that was in my bed and holding on to me this very moment.
I automatically smiled to myself as I remembered Minji and my little talk from last night. How she stuttered when I asked if I mistakenly stole her first kiss, how flustered I was when she suddenly kissed me and admitted to liking me, and how I felt a bit disappointed when she said she was just messing around with me.
She's a nurse Jin. It's her job to care for her patients.
The smile that was on my face started to fade.
That was right. I was just another patient to her. I was a patient who was crying desperately for help and it was natural for her to come to my aid.
But I couldn't slow down the beating of my heart.
I didn't like how fast it was beating and how it was making me the same way Sunni use to make me feel.
I let out a small sigh. I had just been crying to Minji about Sunni, so how is my heart beating this fast in Minji arms?
She stirred a bit next to me and I immediately closed my eyes and pretended to still be asleep.
She mumbled some incoherent words out of her mouth before snuggling me closer to her once again. I took this opportunity to hold her closer than ever to me, face buried in her chest once more.
I wanted to test myself. I thought I had always loved Sunni. She was the only girl in my life for the past 3 years.
But, the beating of my heart had sped up even faster than earlier.
Ani, I don't like Minji. She's just my nurse. My private nurse who stood by me even though Taehyung had probably fired her. My nurse that consoled me every time I cried.
My heart swelled up with more heavy and fast-paced beats as I remember her promise.
'Not just a nurse or a friend Jin, but I want to be your eyes too. So if you let me and don't let go of these hands, I'll never let go either. I promise.'
My grip only tightens more on the smaller girl next to me. I wanted to hold on to her and never let go. I wanted her to keep her promise.
What is wrong with me?
It's not possible to like and love two different people at once... is it?
The sound of someone moving in my arms stirred me awake. My eyes were swollen and hurting from all the crying and the bright sun that was shining through the window. Once I opened my eyes I saw that Jin was nestling into my chest. My breast was not too big, but they were still big enough that it could cushion someone's head, which seems to be a comfortable place for Jin's head right now.
His eyes were still closed so I assumed he was still asleep. My heart was jumping and I tried to back away only for him to cuddle me closer to him.
"Jin..." I quietly tried to wake him up. My face and body were heating up and I needed to go home. I still had Yoongi Oppa to deal with.
His eyes slowly fluttered opened and he just lays there not moving an inch. He didn't leave me nor push me away. He just simply breaths into my chest still holding onto me.
I'm sure he could hear the increase in my heart since he was practically on top of me.
I gently try to pry his hands away from my waist, but he refused to let go.
"Jin, I have to leave now. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have slept here. You must be uncomfortable. I'll-"
"Don't.." his voice was small. I could barely hear him.
"Hmm? What did you say?"
He turns to look up towards my face.
"Don't leave me Minji..."
I smiled down at the boy clinging onto me. I ran my hand through his hair. He didn't call me Sunni. He knows it was me and I couldn't be happier.
"I'll be back Jin. I gotta go bring more food from home to fatten you up right?"
He smiled at what I had just said. But he didn't let go.
Instead, he moved up closer to my face and took my arm that was pillowing him out from underneath him.
Now face to face and sharing his pillow, he stares at me, almost as of he could see again and it honestly scared me.
Did his vision return last night? Does he know that I'm Jisoo now?
I panicked but soon realized he still couldn't see. His hands wandered around my face until he had swallowed my cheek in his big hand. His thumb gently caressed my cheek.
"Minji..." his soft voice whispered out my name.
"You're a nurse right?"
My eyes widen at his sudden question. My heart pumping that he found out the truth. I started to panic once again and tried to open my mouth to defend myself, but he cut me off leaving my heart still increasing at his words.
"Please heal me."
To Be Continued...
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