Diary Entry of "It" It

What would a Diety of Creation feel?
Would "It" be happy, lonely or none at all.

Is Godhood or Absolute Control be something one would truly want.

Why exist when everything is predictable even if it is infinite, why listen to mere mortal creations "It" created because of just because it can? What is really reality for "It". Why do "It" exist? Why does "It" exist?

-dropped because my writing is too horrible even for me