I was in a diner being made fun of by my sister and what seems to be my uncle or uncle but and I had a pancake on the plate they were making fun of me for some song I've never heard which seemed odd the name sounded girly but I've never listened to a song like that.
I've listened to Blood//Water my grandson and it's my favorite song purely because of the parallels it has with actual society, and my second favorite song is Violence by Alexandria, but that matters, not this scene is odd, perhaps it is a possible future of mine which will result in me being this pathetic mess, it would make sense I did just awaken my magic recently, these are thoughts to dwell on later.
'How odd, and I don't seem to be able to move at all, so this must be some of the vision or a type of dream I have not experienced before, nothing to warrant any concern though.'
'And the way I'm dressed is the weird sense I rarely wear clothing like that as well except on warmer days because I don't wear my punisher and skeleton hoodies when it's hot out, I have tried but I sweat quite a bit when I do one then that leads to smelling bad and that is rather disgusting, I rather not stay in my disgusting filth for extended periods.'
I began to stir and then slowly my eyes began to slowly open and then I blinked a few times to adjust my vision to the sudden light.
'So it was some sort of dream it makes perfect sense it's probably what I didn't want to be, which caused me to envision that possible future afterall that I seemed like a pushover and a spineless wimp who was walked all over by his family, does anyone want to live like that, hell no.'
'But I'm not like that I keep up an act similar to that when my family is around and I wear clothing like that also when my family is around so they don't think I'm some weird emo who wants the world to burn or something, I do not want to give them any ideas, honestly it is really funny how my family is so judgemental especially my sister she can be such a drag, and a nuisance always guilt-tripping me.'
'Anyways I think I've had enough thinking about rather annoying topics, I've got to get ready after all, then I'll go down to eat breakfast I hope it's pancakes and bacon, oh how I love some good ole bacon.'
And so I dressed into the outfit I wear around my family mainly.
And then I walk downstairs.
'I honestly can't wait to get out of this town, after all, I hate it here the way everyone ignores me
... how my sister always gained attention even when I try to cause trouble... I'm never noticed and never get punished... I've never had attention from anyone but my family that's why I'm usually spending time with them at least they notice me..."
I saw that on the table were bacon pancakes and eggs my favorite breakfast foods then I glanced at my parents.
First I glanced at my mom and then my dad, my mom had light Brown hair that was always well kept she always wore a simple dress and had a rainbow hair clip she had light blue eyes, then my father had dark brown hair and hazel eyes and he had a brush like a mustache and usually wore a white t-shirt and some cargo shorts or pants when he was spending time with us.
I love my family as much as I dislike them especially my sister but I don't blame them, after all, I just take it all and keep moving along, after all, that does complaining and whining all the time do... absolutely nothing.
"Hey kiddo, did you sleep well?"
"Yeah Dad, Oh by the way mom the food looks great as always."
"Oh thanks, Dippy, as you probably already know I made your favorite."
'Ugh that stupid nickname even though I like having one, that one is so embarrassing but it feels nice that I have one at least, and who cares if it's embarrassing I'm ignored all the time anyways.'
"Dipper guesses what we're going shopping for today and it's for some more clothes before are a big trip! isn't that great!?" Mabel excitedly exclaimed.
"Yeah, yeah it does maybe I can get some more white and black clothing maybe some more with skulls, maybe even more punisher clothing, or even some Targaryen stuff, that would just make my day," I said exasperated by the sheer amount of energy Mabel almost always had.
"I'm sure we can get you all of that right Annie?"
"Yes dear, it's not a problem, anything for our Dippy."
'You know now that I think about it I've always worn semi-expensive clothes they're between 50-80$ per piece of clothing excluding underwear and socks my sister always buys 30-60 $ clothes which is ok she can get what she likes, I just always thought girls liked expensive things from how the girls and guys conversations in my class but who knows, all these points just make me realize how much more fortunate me and Mabel are compared to other kids.'
'Now that I think about it its for the best, if they didn't want to go shopping I might have not realized this but doing magic during the day in our back yard or the woods isn't the best idea, the excitement clouding my judgment is my defense, Like seriously its frickin MAGIC! seriously who wouldn't be excited.'
'Well, I will dedicate another night or two to make sure I have a good handle on bonds of the dead before I even look at my first shadow magic spell.'
And so we continue to eat, with someone talking every once in a while after we're done eating and rinsing the dishes we head out to the car and we go to the store.
And then Mabel made me help her decide which sweater suites her more between a cloud sweater and a rainbow sweater, I chose the rainbow one and she agreed.
And then I grabbed all my shirts I also grabbed some shirts with crosses and other weird shapes mostly one with diamonds and triangles.
And then on the way home we picked up some food from Mc Ronalds I grabbed mc chickens, as usual, the mayo, lettuce, and chicken together just tasted so good~ and the fries completed it I couldn't have ordered anything better.
And then I went in my room and locked the door and started practicing a smaller scale version of my magic I tried finding animal skeletons and most of their soul flames were grey and I kept restraining a journal of mine I used exclusively squirrels all because of a pet cat we own and that cat always hid dead squirrels in my room and long story short it was easy and I have been successful every time.
So I decided after dinner I'll start practicing my shadow magic and then move on to more complicated dark magic.
And so a few more hours of practicing circulating and trying to compress external mana into a ball.
It was hard I only made a golf ball-sized ball and rolled it around my fingers and then it turned into a black flame that engulfed my hand but didn't hurt it I reabsorbed the mana sense it hasn't been used completely yet.
"Interesting is it possible I could use a form of fire magic, or is it a subcategory of soul and dark magic, hmm questions I will find out more after I practice more of these spells."
"Dipper! Dinners did!!"
I heard Mabel yell and it shook me out of my thoughts and I started putting away my grimoire and I unlocked my door and headed downstairs.
'Soon I'll practice shadow magic its probably best to use at night anyway because that is when the most quantity of shadows are around.'
And so I went down and ate dinner it was one of my favorite foods Chinese specifically sushi and egg rolls, it was delicious, and afterward, I rushed upstairs to pretend to be preparing for bed and my reading like I usually do except I'll be reading my grimoire and I won't be sleeping for a while.
I fooled them like usual, it's so easy to do like usual.
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