The room is very dark to see anything , only a dim light of a candle is dancing in the wall making wearied shapes . The room smells like rotten pigs ,almost making me puke in disgust. The glass windows are making hard noises , like someone is trying to get inside and if no one let's them in then they will break the glass window to get inside, probably a huge Strom is going on outside. The sound of tree branches banging the glass window explains the furiousness of the Strom. I don't know if its raining or its just a huge Strom trying to break everything apart. Trying to sweep away man kind from the earth.
My body is on fire , every inch is paining like anything as if I got hit by a truck. My throat is dry like a wood and like a sharp pin pinching my throat and the throbbing pain in my neck is unbearable. where am I ? what is this place? why my body is paining like anything? what happened with me? who saved me ? or who is torturing me ? I am so confused. I don't even know whether its night or day. why can't I recall anything? why my head is hurting so much? . This room is so cold even my bones are shivering. For how long I am here ? Who has kept me alive? . My body is in such pain but still why can't I remember why I got hurt so bad ?
Am I experiencing sleeping paralysis ? well if that's the case than I would like to get up this moment. This is terrifying of all sleeping paralysis I ever had and most painful too. Its almost like someone is choking me , I want to survive this , I don't want to panic but the fear and the pain is real and its really suffocating. But in sleeping paralysis no one forgets things like their house , or bedroom , or they don't forget themselves. But I can't remember anything. I can't lift my body from the bed but the pain is too much to bear. Is it how death feels like ? Am I already in hell getting my punishment ? Why this place looks like a haunted house ?
suddenly , with all the Strom noise I heard some foot steps. someone came in the room . The door made a little cracking sound as the person got in .I can hear loud noise of woods , soft clinking of plates .But the room is dark how on earth he or she is walking in this darkness?. You really have to have special powers to walk in all this darkness or maybe my sight is not good. Maybe my vision is very bad that's why I can't see much things in this room. I seriously have no sense at all , I don't even know weather I am awake or asleep. Maybe its all just a dream or maybe its real. okay , the pain tells me its real.
Soon the room became warm and finally I felt a huge relief , my bones are not shivering any more. Probably she lit the fire place cause the room became little bit bright but still hazy for me. So the person who just came in is not properly visible to me . I can' t even say if that is a girl or a boy . I don't know what I am feeling.. curious or scared or relived ? My brain is really list less and its taking so long to process what's going on.
I wanted to speak but failed to do so. I am so weak I can hardly move my lips. My tounge is too heavy to lift , my jaws are too weak to move. God I feel so helpless and weak. Tears rolled down my checks as I struggled to speak but failed every time. I don't wish for this helplessness for my worst enemy. That also if I have any .....I don't remember....or looking at my condition I probably have more enemies than friends. so I just waited patiently for that person to make a move . I am little scared what if the person wants to hurt me ? But more than that I am curious about where I am.
That person came near my bed checked my temperature with bare hand. This persons hands smells like Jasmine and the touch feels like silk , very soft maybe a girl. Now she is visible little bit , she has curly hairs and a spec on her face nothing more is visible. she holded my head like we held a little kid and brought something cold near my lips....water I drank hungrily. My lips were also dry from thirst so I drank water hungrily and now my throat is not bothering me. she with a spoon feed me something sweet and cold liquid which gave me little bit energy but not enough to talk. she placed my head softly back in my pillow and then started putting some cold liquid all over my body, my hands , my legs , my forehead , everywhere.
Her touch is very gentle as she is afraid she might hurt me , the cold touch is so good. I could hear the dripping of water as she has dried the towel , the clicking of spoons and bowls , the crackling sound of the woods burning in the fireplace. She is not an enemy I guess than who is she ? why curing me ? How she knows me ? How I ended up in her house that I want to know ?
The medicine smells like hell but slowly, slowly the pain numbed down and my eyes became heavy again. sleep is taking over all my systems ,god knows how many nights I have spent here. God knows what future holds for me. I left everything in the hands of faith . she is humming something, I don't know the song but her humming remind me about vast field , sheep's grazing , bright sunshine, happy days , a little girl giggling and running with her dog , a well build man ridding a horse and someone humming a tune. with this lively image in my head I slowly slowly drifted into deep sleep..