Have you ever lost yourself trying to please everyone?The feeling you have when your not necesarily sad,but it's just that you feel empty?
'So for me,when did it all go wrong?'She tought to herself.
'It was all so good'She smiled with pain clearly showing in her eyes.
"But now everything is gone."
"Well,it's not like I have a bad life."She glanced at her luxurious bedroom.
"I am rich,although I'm an orphan.But,I became this succesful because of my own effort alone.
But who would have tought just when I thought I've overcome my pain,it would silently come back."She bit her lower lip.
Suddenly her phone rang,she grabbed her phone and answered her phone call.
"Hey Erik!"The woman hid the pain in her voice and replaced it with a cheerful tone.
"Rachel,I have something to tell you."The man said in a serious tone.
"What happened?"Rachel asked in a concerned tone,but deep down she doesn't even care.
"Well,promise you don't get mad"
Rachel chuckled,"mm!I promise."
"Rachel,I think I already know how to get rid of your depression..."Erik said in a low and guilty tone.
Rachel's face turned gloomy,but she pretended to be happy.
"Oh really?!Quickly tell me what it is?"Rachel said in a surprised tone.
Erik smiled sadly.
"Find someone who can give color to your life."
Rachel'corner lips twitched.
"W-what do you mean?"Rachel asked in a confused tone.
"Though you think it's impossible but what I mean is that you need to give your heart to someone else."
"You mean I need to fall in love with someone?"She asked.
"Not necesarily,but if you have that kind of feeling,then maybe one day..."Erik paused.
"Nice suggestion,but it's impossible."
"Or maybe not."He smiled.
Rachel shook her head.
"My taste are high Erik."She chuckled.
"Then what do you think about me?Pass?"Erik jokingly asked.
"Well,so-so."She immediately replied.
"What do you mea-"
"But not my type."She interrupted Erik.
Erik's face turned red from embarrasment.
"Well,guess what?"Erik asked.
"Well,your not my type either!"He said in a mocking tone.
Rachel rolled her eyes.
"So childish,for just a little joke."She whispered in a soft voice.
"But,anyways you should follow my suggestion." Erik said.
"Well,say hi to your fiancé for me,yes?"
"Okay,sure.But,you should take care of yourself.Who knows maybe this will be the last time we talk."Erik said in a sad tone,with pity showing on his eyes.
"I understand,you too take care of yourself.And don't forget to invite me on your wedding."
"Then see ya!"
Erik remembered something,"by the way,Rachel.I've been wanting to tell you this.Someone will "love" you.
"But Erik,what to do?THAT SOMEONE ISN'T ME."She said with pain clearly showing in her eyes.
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