My Life as a tamed monster

This is a story of a middle-aged man down on his luck and just when he thinks it can't get any worse well what do you think. This man finds himself dead as a doornail how you ask well you'll just have to read to find out LOL. Anyways this man finds himself staring in a white room nothing around him not even he himself, and I know what you're thinking how cliche to start a story but well why mess with the classics. Anyways the man starts wondering what happened to him why is he here what has happened to me what will happen to me you know the usual panicking, and all of a sudden the disembodied voice appears in his mind a voice he can't recognize as either male or female which all he could think was what the f.... and the voice gave him a choice he can roll the dice and go to heaven or hell, or be incarnated in the New world with the 50-50 chance of having any memories of his past life. Now I don't know about you but his choice seemed rather appropriate I mean I think I'd rather be reincarnated than go to hell even if it meant losing all my memories so can you guess what he chose well you're probably right(if you have any common sense) and so his life began just not how he expected. (please keep in mind when you're reading this I'm a pure novice when it comes to writing I'm doing this only for fun I have no editor so if you find a bunch of typos or misspellings or you know misplaced punctuations and blah blah blah just keep that in mind feel free to criticize as you might though constructive criticism would be helpful I haven't decided if they'll be any r18 content yet but if there are it'll probably be later on in the novel if you have any suggestions for that please leave a comment I hope you enjoy the story of mine and I apologize if I can't make regular updates as I have a full-time job that takes most of my time thank you for your patience and enjoy)