Agreeing to let Lada hug me was both the greatest and worst decision of my life. It was the greatest decision of my life because, well, she hugged me.
Lada held me in her arms and gently hugged me against her breasts. She was nothing but careful with me, never wanting to hurt me or make me uncomfortable. She even checked up on me a few times to make sure that it was really alright and to see if I was still comfortable. She sounded sleepier each time she asked.
As for why it was also the worst decision of my life…
Lada fell asleep rather quickly. She must have been exhausted from working and her body still needed more time to rest after the accident with the beast. That was fine on its own. The part of it that wasn't fine for my own health was that, as soon as she fell asleep, her grip around me became much tighter.
She hugged me to the point where she was shoving me between her breasts. I was surrounded by warm, soft pillows hugging against my sides, and I smelled her sweet scent no matter what I tried. I also discovered that, while she might not have made much noise while awake, she made plenty of cute little moans and other noises in her sleep.
In other words, I was aroused. Incredibly aroused. Aroused to the point where, once more, I wanted to pin her down, breed her, cover her in my seed, and fuck her until she couldn't live without the pleasure I give her.
But I didn't even have a sexual organ.
Sure, I had my tentacles, but what good were those? They were soft and squishy. They were fine for groping and squeezing but not something like penetration. They were better than nothing, sure, but… I wouldn't even feel any pleasure from it. That meant I would be doing it entirely for her sake, not that there was anything wrong with that.
Even if I wanted to do it for her pleasure alone, though, there was still the problem of her being a kind, innocent girl. I barely knew her, but she gave off that sort of vibe. I wouldn't be surprised in the slightest if she believed that kissing was how people got pregnant. Also, she was a Chosen. I very clearly wasn't. I was some sort of soul beast at best and a Corrupted at worst. Sure, some people had no problem with soul beasts, but they were a tiny minority of people. As for Corrupted—well, nobody would ever even think about doing anything like that with a Corrupted.
So, was I really supposed to think that somebody as innocent as Lada would ever be willing to do anything with something like me?
Of course not.
Did that stop me from being horny all night and not being able to sleep?
Of course not.
It was only when the sounds of winged beasts chirping outside could be heard through the walls that I was able to drift to sleep. Probably no more than thirty minutes later, I woke up when I felt Lada rustling around. Though, I didn't open my eyes until she pulled me out from her breasts.
"A-are you okay?" she asked, clearly sounding worried. Maybe she was afraid she suffocated me.
She basically did suffocate me, but in an extremely enjoyable way. A too enjoyable way considering that it prevented me from getting any sleep.
"Oh… good. I was scared. And… sorry. I didn't think I would," she paused to let out a cute yawn, "cuddle you that tightly…"
I might have felt exhausted, but I grabbed the board and marker to reply.
IT MADE ME HAPPY.
I didn't bother mentioning how else it made me feel.
"It… did? Then… can we do it again? Tonight? I felt so safe with you… that was the best sleep I've ever had. I even feel like I could be an adventurer now." The way that she said that with such a monotone voice was too endearing for me to handle. If I wasn't so tired, I probably would have gone and found something to choke to death. I had no idea that such cuteness could make me feel so violent.
YES. WE CAN.
I might have been exhausted, but I didn't regret it.
Damn it, woman, my heart can't take this. It doesn't have the energy to beat this much. You're going to kill me if you keep it u—
"Lada! Yer two minutes late! Ya think I'm lettin' ya stay here free of charge?! Get out here! And bring that boy with ya!" the same old, terrifying voice from the previous night shouted.
Lada sighed and frowned. "I was worried she'd want you. I'm sorry, but we have to get out of bed. She's probably going to make you do work, too."
Doing work while feeling so exhausted sounded horrible, but it was thanks to them that I had a roof over my head.
AM HAPPY TO HELP.
"But I want to stay in bed with you… I wish we were allowed to stay in bed all day."
I felt like I was going to explode, but that old woman did again before I could. "Lada! Now!"
Lada whimpered and whined and I even heard her kick her feet a little under the blankets. She was like a child throwing a tantrum. A very monotone, lazy, ineffective tantrum. Even so, she got out of bed and started to get dressed without even telling me to look away.
I figured that she was in a rush and forgot to ask me to, so I looked away on my own.
I was too tired to be horny at that point anyways.