I can't be myself
I feel so uncomfortable in my skin
I can't read a room
And others can't read me
I feel awful all the time
Overthink everything
I can't make jokes
I don't know what's funny and what's not
I do something wrong and fuck up everything
I didn't mean too really
I didn't
The last thing I want is for you
To see me different
I thought I could be myself
I thought wrong