Throughout my life I was living in a blur and darkness was my friend. It was like I was in a quicksand continuously fighting to come out and when I was about to loose strength in my soul he held my hand. I fought with him because I never wanted to survive I took bullet for him thinking I was going with a last hooray but that stubborn man made me live and now that I am back I am filled with revenge for blood. They made me loose my soul, my identity filled me with drugs and let me to a path of no return. And now I will make a road of destruction just for them that my man helped me make.