Untold Goodbye UG

The never said words of farewell.

Will they ever be heard?

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I've been living a life full of irony.

My fate was sealed the moment I was born.

I can laugh, but not allowed to be happy.

I can cry, but not allowed to be sad.

I thought I'm living my life, but I was just trying to survive.

I don't want them to remember me, but I'm scared of being forgotten.

That's why I pushed all of them away, even though I'm looking for someone who will stay.

Although I don't want to go, I still got tired of this kind of life.

My only wish is...