Kapitel 91: Confession
**Author's POV**
Y/n inserted the key that Yuri gave to her, to the door knob of this locked condominium.
She quietly went inside the living room as she also closed the door behind her. While carefully keeping her tracks inside, she heard shuffling upstairs.
'He's on his room. Perfect.' She thought.
Seeing how comfy the sofa is, she plopped down her butt and make herself relax.
Meanwhile, Jungkook shuffled around his room trying to find one of his thing but can't really find it.
Jungkook: "argh!" He groaned in annoyance and just give up looking for it.
Instead, he went out of his room and head downstairs only to abruptly stop when he spot a female figure.
Jungkook: "what are you- how did you get in?" He asked, his annoyance earlier is still lingering on him.
Y/N: "by inserting a key and opening the door?" She answered like it's nothing but little did she know, her attitude right now didn't help his mood. She only make it worst.
Jungkook: "Y/n i'm not liking this anymore. I can't understand a single reason on why you are here."
"You showed up out of nowhere. I asked you why and you didn't tell me any answer but more confusions only. I tried to talk to you but you said that being and talking with me is not on your so called 'plan' of yours, yet you are suddenly here entering my condo without my permission. I'm sorry but you are honestly invading my privacy now." He stated, already so done with her.
Jungkook's last words is the only statement that caught more of her attention and also hit her bad.
Y/N: "invading your privacy? Am i?" She stood up from sofa and took a few steps towards him, feeling hurt by his words.
"Am i really interfering with your life now Jungkook?"
Jungkook: "yes! Why? Because i came here for myself. I came here to change and have time for myself after those everything that happened. Fine, one of the reasons on why i flew here is because i wanna move on and let go of my feelings for you. I can't. I can't watch myself doing everything and suffer here and there."
"Y/n, for me i already did enough. In those years, i stick by your side, did anything for you, comforted you, became a shoulder for you to lean in whenever you're crying, supported you, and most of all tried my best to make you feel how much i still love you. But i came to realized and feel that, maybe there's no chance anymore. It's been so long since i started to make moves to you, yet i can't see and feel any results of it."
He stated with so much emotion on it while feeling the tears in the bream of his eyes, while Y/n stand there, didn't know what to feel anymore.
"So i give up Y/n. I flew here for myself now. But here you are! Being around me while doing your plans that you're saying. So please stop it already! You are making it hard for me." He continued.
Y/N: "i know. I already know everything before flying here. Every little reasons of yours. And that hurts me. Literally hurts me." She confessed, also feeling her tears on her eyes too.
Jungkook stare at her in confusion again.
"Wanna know why? You wanna know my reasons too on why i came here? Well that's simply because of you. I begged your parents to tell me where the fuck you are. I barged in their door just after Yoongi told me about your leaving and everything else. Even though i'm tired and thorn as fuck at that time, i still made my way to them just to know where you are."
"I came here to take you back. To put you on your right place and to fucking teach you a lesson. I'm doing this because this is what my heart is telling me. It hurts me so bad after Yoongi told me that you wanna move on already. It hurts me that you are already giving up everything you worked hard for! It hurts me that you are letting go of me again!!" Her tears fell on her cheeks as she hit his chest while he stayed still, listening every words she speak.
She then took a hold on his collar shirt.
"Remember the reason on why you started your hardships Jungkook. Look how far you've come, and the fact that you honestly succeed on it." Jungkook look at her in shock.
"But i can't accept how you are letting go of me for the second time just like in the past. You stayed by my side for that long. You showed me how much you love me, care for me, make me fall in love again, and i did Jeon Jungkook! I fall in love again! I started to grow a love for you a long ago!"
Jungkook: "Y/n w-what.... You-"
Y/N: "so i want you to know how painful it is for me when you left again. When you decided to let go of me again. Now i'm reaching for your hand that's slipping out of my hold, again. Everything's repeating itself Jeon. Honestly, you should never let me go this time because you did in the past. You must not lose me this time because you did in the past."
"So now even though you almost repeat the history again, even though you're supposed to not give up like before, I'll reach you for myself. No matter what happens. If i just let you go that easily and didn't beg you to stay last time, then expect me to be different now."
"I WON'T LET YOU GO AND MAKE YOUR LOVE FOR ME FADE AWAY AGAIN JUST LIKE LAST TIME. REMEMBER THAT JEON JUNGKOOK." She lastly stated and walk out of the door leaving him behind.
Jungkook just stood there speechless after Y/n left. He let everything she said to process in his mind. If he felt many emotions earlier, now's different. Guilt and hope is the only feelings he feels now.
He understand her now. He also finally realized that his Dad and Yoongi hyung calling him stupid is true.
Jungkook: "fuck Y/n, you are making me crazy as always!" He said for the first time in awhile after the confession.
But a smile slowly creeps on his lips as he strokes back his soft jet black hair.
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