章 41: I still love you
The next morning you felt a heat of sun light reflecting on you.
you slowly open your eyes feeling a bit uneasy as you felt ache in your head. But when you clearly saw your surroundings you realize that you were not in your home .
you open your eyes more wide and look around and notice that you were laying down in jungkooks bed and you were in his house .
you immediately raise your body and sat down but you felt something heavy on your hand. you turn your head to the side of the bed to see Jungkook holding your hand and sleeping on it.
you tried to remember what happened last night but all you could see is you going to the club getting drunk, dancing and talking to some stranger and than out of nowhere Jungkook appearing and you yelling at him to let you go.
You couldn't remember other than that. you slowly tried to remove your hand from his hold but he open his eyes and raise his head.
" You woke up are you feeling ok" ask Jungkook but you quickly got out of his bed and rushed towards the door not wanting to talk to him.
Seeing him made you feel angry and hurt at the same time.
But Jungkook grabbed your wrist stopping you.
" leave my hand " you said giving your back to him.
" I'm sorry , can we talk " said Jungkook in a soft tone yet you still did not look back.
" let me just go " you said twisting your hand but Jungkook held more strongly.
" I'm sorry I didn't listen to you, can we have a talk please y/n" said Jungkook his voice now sounding like begging but you were so angry at him that you harshly threw his hand without turning back.
" I have nothing to talk to you, I don't want to know you anymore so just let me go " you said and took a step but Jungkook immediately hugged you from the back.
"I'm really sorry y/n I'm so sorry but don't leave me " said Jungkook in a sad tone.
For some reason though you knew he hurt you, though you knew he blamed you, though you knew he never listen to you, when you heard his sad tone it also made you sad.
" let me just go please " you said closing your eyes tight your heart feeling more hurt.
But Jungkook hugged you more tight with his head leaning against your shoulder.
" I did wrong and I'm really sorry. I should have listened to you but I didn't and I'm sorry for that too. I should have asked you first instead of having misconception and I'm sorry for that again. I'm sorry for breaking your heart, I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for touching you without your consent. I'm sorry for everything I did to you without knowing the fact y/n I'm sorry, I'm really sorry but please don't leave me because I can't live without you " said Jungkook and you could feel that his tone started to quaver as he talk and you even felt his tears that dropped on your naked shoulder.
" Jungkook for the last time I'm asking you please let me go" you said as tears drop from your eyes too.
you felt sad saying this but you couldn't trust him anymore and you didn't want to get hurt again and again .
" y/n I never had fiance nor did I broke up with you. In my life I had only loved you and I still do and I will love you forever. I came on that day and waited for you but you never came. I went to your house but you already went away yet still I waited and waited for you on your doorstep hoping you to come back but you never came"
" My heart broke into pieces, I felt so much hurt that I felt breathless, I missed you everyday bringing more pain to my already dying heart "
you close your eyes tight and your fist clenched ,you listen to him with tears running down your face.
" Y/n " said Jungkook and turn you around but you kept your head down wiggling trying to free from his embrace as he was holding your waist so tightly not wanting to let you go .
" I still love you, I scold you, I did things to you because I was jealous. Jealousy took over me especially when I saw you kissing Taehyung. I was angry and I was jealous and Im sorry for whatever bad things I did to you"
" I waited for you to tell me the reason you disappeared but rather than that you avoided me , look at me y/n please " said Jungkook.
" what did you wanted me to tell you, that I went away because your fiance came to me, how am I supposed to tell you that " you yelled pushing him.
" Y/n tell me who was that person who called herself my fiance and broke our relation" said Jungkook.
" Jungkook it's over, what's the use of knowing now. we were not meant to be together from the beginning itself . Jungkook let's just forget our past and our present . let's just pretend there was nothing between us let's just take eachother as strangers for our own good " you said finally looking at him directly .
Jungkook heart broke and he became stiff
" what are you saying y/n you know I can't live without you, I love you " said Jungkook grabbing your shoulder.
But you shook your head " Let me just go Jungkook, please we have nothing to do with each other now so please leave me " you said and pushed him and ran out leaving Jungkook with tears in his eyes.
Jungkook slumped to the floor emotionless like a statue. he felt so much pain and he cried out holding his head.
クリエイターの想い 
parkchristian138
parkchristian138 okay dear readers I want to ask you guys something.
I need your opinion here
like should I write flashback of how they broke up or how did it happen in the past or should I avoid the flashback.
please comment
if you want flashback than I'll write and if you guys think it's okay than I won't....
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