장 194: Chapter 193 - An Ally

A few hours had passed since I fought Shiro and the others, and I had barely moved at all, my mind occupied by how it went. In a way, my imposter had been right...I have grown soft, especially compared to how I'd been when I first came to this world. Two and a half years ago, something like this probably wouldn't have bothered me at all, I would have been able to shrug it off without a problem. 

But now, I had too much to lose...and if I die, everyone I care about will be at the mercy of my imposter. I can't say for sure what his plan is if he wins this battle and kills me, but I highly doubt he'd live the same way as I did. He clearly had no emotional attachment to those I held dear to me, despite having all my memories. If I think about it this way; what if I had been given my current level of power as soon as I reincarnated? Honestly, I'd have probably done whatever I wanted impulsively and without a second thought.