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  • Closer to Revealing My True Self

    Closer to Revealing My True Self

    Sci-fi EVOLUTION GENES

    Strong? Handsome? Savage? Badass?It's all about the intelligence quotient, my friend.————PS: Mutation shouldn't be mistaken for enlightenment.

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  • I Hate You, Devil!

    I Hate You, Devil!

    Urban REINCARNATION R18 COMEDY MYSTERY SLICEOFLIFE CEO FAMILY

    4.83

    "I'm not going to let him take you away from me again!! Not in this lifetime or even the next one and the next! You can only be mine! Only mine!" ... If you were given a chance to return ten years back in time, what would you do? In every dramatic story, the wronged and scorned MC would definitely wish to spend that chance to rise again as someone smarter, wittier and stronger to seek success and revenge. That is a given. However, for Luo Xiaolei, the world rotates clockwise for her. In her previous life, Luo Xiaolei was the badass avenger. She spent her youth climbing up to the top, reclaiming what was supposed to be hers and destroying the people who tortured her when she was young, mercilessly taking revenge on the people responsible for her mother’s death. She was a survivor. However, in the end, when she finally succeeded in attaining both her revenge and goals, just when she thought that it was time for her happy ending, on her wedding night, the cycle of revenge continued and another avenger rose to take her life. In the end, she was cornered until she fell off the veranda. But she didn’t die. She miraculously returned to ten years ago. She was given the chance to re-live her life again- what will she do? Will she take the path of revenge all over again? ___ Yu Chen, the man dubbed as 'the devil' of the business world and rumored to be heartless and ruthless was the type of man in every girl's dream. He was gorgeous as hell, ultra rich and powerful, but he was rumored to be bent because of his dislike to women. But one night, a girl finally caught his attention. He decided to pursue her because he thought it was boring to get her by force. However, before he could even begin to do anything, the girl appeared before him and suddenly proposed to him. .... Thus, the pursue game, no, the pursue war began. *** Instagram @kazzenlx.x This author's other book: > I Love You, Monster > Hellbound With You *** *cover is mine so don't use it. Art by @azihidalgo

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  • Hated By My Mate

    Hated By My Mate

    3.84

    Aurora Craton is a young she wolfs who is days away of becoming 18 years. In the wolf world, once a she wolf turns eighteen, you are an adult and once you become of age, you will know your inner wolf and find your mate, imprinting for life to each other. Male wolves find their mates at the age of fifteen. She is an orphan who lived with her stepmother since the death of her father five years ago. Her mother died giving birth to her. Unlike other stepmothers who turn and torment their stepdaughters, Montana doesn't. She took over the care of the Craton household and raised Aurora as if she was her own. Even though they sometimes might not meet eye to eye, they still loved each other. One day Montana tells Aurora that she had volunteered her to be a housemaid for the grand party celebration the leader house pack would be throwing. The alpha, whose name was Wolfgang Fortier Gagliardi, known as the blood lust alpha of the blood moon pack of the north, is a young man who ascended to leadership of his pack early in age after the sudden murder of his father and senior alpha, Gunolf Fortier Gagliardi. On the night of the party, once midnight struck and Aurora turned was finally of age, they found each other by the mate pull, but once the alpha found out she was nothing but a maid, he disregarded her. After the party Aurora tried to get closer to Wolfgang, but he brushed her off, telling her that it was because of her being of low status that he would not accept her as his Luna. Aurora decided she would leave the village and move to a pack nearby where her mother came from, but when the alpha heard of her decision, he threaten her of marking her as a rogue if she left or told anyone she was his mate. Will they overcome their differences and become one as the moon goddess intended?

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  • I Hate Systems

    I Hate Systems

    Fantasy ACTION ADVENTURE SYSTEM COMEDY WEAKTOSTRONG MYSTERY SUPERPOWERS SURVIVAL BETRAYAL MYTH

    4.66

    Talent? Unnecessary! Wealth? Doesn’t matter! Brain? Eat it! Even if one was the greatest of gutter trashes with zero redeemable qualities, as long as they had a System, they are bound to reach the pinnacle of life. Compass Carburettor, a dirt-poor orphan with absolutely zero f**king qualities managed to reach the peak of the business world by the age of 35, all while relying on his Money-Making System like a blinded barnacle. But at the peak of his life, he was betrayed by his System. ------------------- [Sister novel released (Same Universe): "Post-Apocalyptic Dispatch Society"] ------------------- Check out all my projects here: http://bit.ly/wn_venus ------------------- Join my Discord server: https://discord.gg/Q544Bxu Contact me through my Discord ID: Overlord_Venus#9364 Or through my email: mistameeee@gmail.com Follow me on Instagram @overlord_venus

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  • To Love And To Hate

    To Love And To Hate

    Urban R18 WEAKTOSTRONG SLICEOFLIFE VILLAIN BETRAYAL REVENGE CAMPUS CEO

    This is a story of betrayal, love lost, and love found again. Kim Haewon, radiantly beautiful and unsuspecting, finds herself irresistibly drawn to Jake Davies, a man she perceives as her knight in shining armor, who always appears miraculously at crucial moments in her life. Little does she know that their encounters were not mere coincidences, as she had assumed. Jake is a man on a mission, driven by the manipulations of his grandmother. Consumed by a thirst for revenge for his father's tragic demise, he is determined to rectify the past and reclaim what he believes is rightfully his. In order to achieve this, he sets his sights on winning the heart of Kim Haewon, the sole heiress to the fortune he seeks to acquire. However, what Jake never anticipated was the unexpected twist of fate that led him to fall deeply in love while orchestrating his deceitful plan to steal the affection of the woman he was meant to despise. Can he afford to allow love to blossom between himself and the daughter of his enemies? (Photo Credit to the real owner of cover photo! It’s not mine)

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  • I hate that I loved you!

    I hate that I loved you!

    Urban WEAKTOSTRONG DRAMATIC ENEMIESTOLOVERS

    4.64

    Hell hath no fury like a women scorned!She was so naïve to fall for him the billionaire son of Bennetti Conglometre just so he can completely ruin and destroy her to the point of no return.People say revenge is the dish best served cold."An eye for an eye , A tooth for a tooth".Let's see how Rizi D'Souza, a fallen heiress, serve hers? What will happen when on the path of revenge she will uncover so many hidden schemes and truth which will made her doubt who is the actual villian?After destroying the enemy and his daughter, Zain Bennetti the famous and popular CEO of Bennetti groups thought he will fill utmost satisfaction. But wait what is this void inside him?What will happen when he will uncover the hidden truth behind his parent's death? What will happen he will realize how he was fooled by his enemy?But one thing he knew for sure. He has to find her. To love her, to protect her and to do anything for her even to die for her without any expectations as that was the only way for him to atone for his sins!Join me in this Love Hate Revenge journey of Rizi D'Souza, a fallen heiress turned skilled hacker and Zain Bennetti, an Italian billionaire.--------------------Sneak Peak #1:Zain Bennetti's laptop's screen flickered again.All three men had their eyes glued on Zain's laptop screen.It turned black and then lit up again.After a few minutes, a 'ding' sound came.The screen was split into two sections.One section displaying advertisement of viagra with laughing emoticons and the other section displaying two words in bold.[Hey. there!]Below those words, there was a small signature.'Dark Web Masters'."What the f**k!" Assistant Han blurted out.Francesco and Zain glanced at each other.[LOL]Another line appeared on the screen.The Assistant Han was shocked to see that the Hacker not only hacked his Big Boss's laptop but was hearing them right now.After a couple of minutes, Francesco's asked in a serious voice. "Why did you attack us again?"No response."We already paid you ransom. It was agreed you will not breach us again. What do you want?" Francesco asked another question.[Fun. :D]quickly a response appeared on the screen.The Office sank into an eerie silence.What the hell is happening!After couple of seconds, screen lit up again.[See you soon]another response appeared."What do you mean?" Francesco asked instantly.In the next second, split-screen converted to a single screen, the chat window was closed from the hacker's end.The only thing playing was a weird advertisement."Your system is hacked!"*********"I am sorry!" Zain whispered while turning around.Rizi stared at him with tears still flowing through her eyes and gliding down her cheeks."I am sorry! I will apologise for thousand times and my whole life. I am not asking you to forgive me. I want to apologise because I owe you that and a lot more. I had failed you and our love! I wish I can go back in time and redo things differently. But it's not possible, isn't it? But I just want you to know that I regret everything. I will regret it forever. I would gladly like to be destroyed a hundred or thousand times by you" Zain spoke slowly as his eyes moistened.A sob broke out her lips."I request you to please never forgive me as that will be my atonement. For both of us, please do not forgive me or let your heart waiver as I am a selfish bastard. For my heart will desire more if it comes to that!" Zain brushed away her tears with his thumb as his eyes redden.*********Author's note: This is my first time writing. I apologize in advance if there are any mistakes.All suggestion and feedback are warmly welcomed.if you like the chapter and story, please add review, comments and vote for the book. Your support will motivate me to be more creative.Book cover is not mine. Credits to the actual creator.

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  • Teach me to hate you

    Teach me to hate you

    4.52

    " What else do you want from me Mei Ling? I love you and I do every fucking thing possible to show it why can't you just let me in?""Teach me to hate you""What?""After all you've done you want me to love you? Fine then you won,I love you but I swear with every drop of blood in me , with each strand of hair I'm going to change that love to hate...it's a promise" she pushed him off her body dragging the sheets along with her leaving the man naked in bed as he painfully stared at her retreating figure letting out a loud curse.P.s: this is not my cover

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  • My eternal hate for the Gods

    My eternal hate for the Gods

    Fantasy ACTION REINCARNATION R18 WEAKTOSTRONG HAREM DARK TRAGEDY KINGDOMBUILDING HIGHIQ

    4.85

    Demon Lord Xalroz has finally succeeded in a victory against the heroes those Gods chose, as their champions, to fight him. Close at hand to claim the world he fought over to make it his own and for the race of his demon kind. The Gods couldn't allow it as they must enter a battle with Xalroz to prevent that from happening. The result was his defeat being destroyed from the body to the soul. A soul which didn't get destroyed but broken into five pieces that each went far and wide for the piece of Xalroz's soul to find a vessel. One is an orphan Drow baby boy whose life will be challenged by many obstacles across his path. side note: Hope you enjoy this new story and support it like the other one. oh, this book will hold dark parts from time to time, so just giving you some warning about that. Discord link: https://discord.gg/6B2W9xZu

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  • Hated By The Alpha

    Hated By The Alpha

    Fantasy REINCARNATION R18 MAGIC WEAKTOSTRONG WEREWOLF POSSESSIVE IMMORTAL ABANDONED ENEMIESTOLOVERS ALPHA

    Audrey's seventeen years in the Grey Blood pack were like a caged animal. She lived each day dreading the next unexpected thing the Alpha could punish her for. Audrey tried hard to understand the mysterious dream she'd been having, but nothing made sense to her, she was lost. She wished to be freed from the Grey Blood pack, but she lost all hope of survival when she found herself locked and chained in the cold dark dungeon. She hated him, she cursed him as her blood drained from her. She was happy to die and go away from that monster-alpha. Audrey awoke in a magical world where she learned everything about herself, she cultivated herself to become the strongest wolf and witch alive. One item though, led her back to the last place she wanted to be. Alpha Aloha Lake ruled the Grey Blood pack, the largest and strongest pack in the States. He was known to be brutal, even the mafia feared him. Nothing or anyone bothered him, except one; the damned bitch Audrey. He hated her, and he would make her pay for her mother's sins. But he could not kill her...yet. Alpha Lake emotionlessly stared at Audrey's bleeding body that lay on the cold dungeon floor, he ordered his beta to dispose of her without a second thought. One year later the enemies met again. Will hatred be the only emotion they share? Could they resist the fatal attraction they felt for each other?

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  • Mated to the alpha I hate

    Mated to the alpha I hate

    "You are mine alone and no one else would have you" Jayden the school's well known bully and an unrepentant playboy shrieked at her and she frowned anger seething through her."Point of correction, I would never be yours so get that into your thick stupid skull"."Get away from me for I have a have a boyfriend who awaits me" Rhoda yelled at him pushing him off and walking away from his sight.Jayden was the school's head bully. Once you refused to sleep with him, he would bully you till you succumbed.In Rhoda's case, she was strong headed and refused to be affected by his bullies.She ignored him and bare whatever thing he does to her as long as he never saw her panties.She was finally happy she when they entered their final class as would soon be freed from his bully but it looked like the moon goddess hated her and would never let her be happy "so she thought".Rhoda's world crumbled the day she finally turned 18 and discovered that her boyfriend Luca who had been with her ever since she was 8 wasn't his mate, rather it was Jayden whom she dreaded. Jayden was grateful as the strong headed girl would finally melt in his hands. But was Luca who rejected his mate a year ago for his girlfriend ever going to allow Jayden have what was his?Would Rhoda ever accept Jayden as her mate?Would Jayden be letting her go just because they might refuse? Read on to find out in this fantastic novel.

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  • Love Hate Relationship Series

    Love Hate Relationship Series

    "Three rules:Don't talk to me,Don't touch me,Stay out of my business."Hearing that from her supposed husband on their wedding night, Sasha White or rather Sasha Brown had to question herself about the meaning of marriage.Being married to the handsome billionaire, Michael Brown, Sasha couldn't explain her joy course as fate will have it, she had been crushing on him since their school days but couldn't pursue him due to the fact that it was know the whole school, that he is gay.Publisher:i&i Publisher

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  • Love & Hate

    Love & Hate

    I start hating Oliver just after his older brother Christian's death. I drag him down a road of humiliation and pain to try to cope with what his brother did to me. A few months after Christian's passing, Oliver leaves town, and for the next two years, he is absent from my life. The demons claw their way back in, and I must learn to live with the secret that has destroyed me. Now I'm starting a new life, away from Gargle and away from my past, but everything crashes when I see Oliver the first day at university. It's clear that many things have changed since we've been apart. Now he is captain of the rugby team and the most popular bloke on campus. Then he makes a bet and gives me an ultimatum: I leave Braxton forever and start somewhere else, or I stay and play his game... because he's never forgotten that it was me who ruined his life two years ago. Love & Hate is created by Joanna Mazurkiewicz, an eGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • Hate Me or Date Me

    Hate Me or Date Me

    Teen COMEDY SLICEOFLIFE CAMPUS TEEN ENEMIESTOLOVERS HEARTTHROB

    Lorelei Jung is your not-so-typical popular girl on campus. Her sassy vibe and high-pitched voice made people think she’s an arrogant, selfish, and manipulative queen bee, but she’s the complete opposite.Her university life was full of rainbows and butterflies. Everyone loved her, except for Jace Lee — a mean-looking computer science student who feels annoyed whenever they have an encounter.Will their encounters only brew tension and hatred between them or will it turn into something else? Read on to know how things develop between them!---The art on the cover is not mine. Credits to original artist/owner!

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  • Love to Hate You.

    Love to Hate You.

    Carter Prescott is one of those guys who has it all. Wealthy family…check. Good looks…check. Brains to match all that brawn…check. And let’s not even talk about all those sculpted muscles (no—seriously, I don’t want to talk about them). The guy works out like it’s his job. Did I mention that he’s one of this year’s top NFL draft picks? Sure, maybe in the beginning I was taken in by his pretty face and gorgeous body. What girl with a beating pulse wouldn’t be? But his obnoxious presence killed any attraction I might have felt a long time ago. All right, fine…that’s not altogether true. The guy is smoking hot, okay? There, I admitted it. Sheesh. But that doesn’t mean he’s not a conceited jerk. Carter is my cousin’s best friend, and thanks to the fugue state I must have been in when I agreed to this living arrangement, he’s my roommate for senior year. Love to Hate You is created by Jennifer Sucevic, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • Hate You Till Your End

    Hate You Till Your End

    4.66

    "I want your power. "She whispered in his ears." And I want your body. "He whispered back. They both began to embrace each other while burning with lust. Their relation started with a 'give and take' agreement. But it ended with addiction towards each other.This is the story of Rosezia Jacob Ray and Michael Benjamin. Rosezia was the daughter of a wealthy businessman and was well known in the business world as Ray groups elder heir.Meanwhile Michael was king of the business world and is well known as a player. He had everything except for a tittle. he was known as the "Baxtard" of late Benjamin.Every woman would like to sleep with him but can't afford to marry him. Obviously because of his player profile.This story begins when rose who had a crush on James Ardian, son of a business tycoon who holds the number three position for the list of wealthy businessmen, accused her of the murder of his former lover Mariana. Leading her to the prison cell and the destruction of her family. No one got the body of Mariana. But they all accused her, tarnishing her reputation and harassing her to the extend where she left the hope to live again.After her family's mass suicide, she got completely broken. Now there was only one reason for her to continue her life, that was the destruction of James Ardian. Which lead her to connect with Michael, whom she made an agreement and sold herself.Their relation began with lust and soon it converted into something else. He had become her weapon while she had become his addiction. Now will these both be altogether or get separated after her completion of revenge?

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  • Love To Hate You

    Love To Hate You

    The term "staying out of trouble" was completely lost on Rogue. He thrived on it. Toyed with it like an addict. He was the bad apple of our family, because he was addicted to gambling, drugs, and women. A loser in all three. It was pathetic. He never won. He was like a kid with a new toy. He'd play, get bored, and move on to the next thing. Always wanting something new. Always losing. I was asked to help him. Begged to make my stepbrother see the error of his ways. But a leopard can't change its spots. I knew it was a lost cause, but I got roped in. A cause that I was sure the hell going to lose! Because I gave him two things that I'd never planned to do: One was my heart and the other was a baby... Love to Hate You is created by Sarwah Creed, an eGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • A Celestial Emperor's Self-Cultivation

    A Celestial Emperor's Self-Cultivation

    4.22

    [Elixir of Ascension: If one can improve ***, ***, and 19 other features of the elixir, its efficacy will be enhanced more than five times.]   [Verdant Emperor Sword Technique: If one can improve ***, ***, and the remaining 37 flaws, the technique’s power will increase seven times.]   [Chu Xiaolian: Fallen genius. The spirit remnant of an ace lingers on his body. His wedding had just been called off, and he’s now extremely eager to become stronger. ——Admiration Points: 85]   ……   Traversed to a Cultivation World and became the legendary Chief Disciple of the Unyielding Sword Celestial Sect.   Li Hanguang discovered that he could inspect the information of all things and replicate the power of others after gaining their admiration.   Hence, an extremely handsome guru of obscene language, love, womanizing, pointless encouragement, and…   A god-level poser is born!  

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  •  Hate You, Love You

    Hate You, Love You

    After suffering all kinds of infertility treatment, Mango was finally pregnant with Nathaniel’s child. But it turned out another woman had already conceived Nathaniel’s child for 5 months. Just after claimed her pregnancy, she was kidnapped by Nathaniel’s bodyguard and almost died in the fire he set. It was universally acknowledged that she was dead. But that’s not true. After five years, Mango came back to Nathaniel’s side as a famous international car designer seeking revenge. Except for a different title, she also had a different face which looked more gorgeous and a different identity, mom. Her son Zion, a four-year-old boy, who shared the same beautiful almond-shaped eyes with Nathaniel was much more mentally mature than the kids of his age and also sought revenge for Nathaniel. However, revenge wasn’t the main purpose of them coming back...

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