There are a lot of things that Jonghyun isn’t supposed to do. He isn’t supposed to smoke as much as he does, he isn’t supposed to be this much of a family disappointment, he isn’t supposed to be such an asshole and he isn’t supposed to think about killing himself so often. But what he’s not supposed to do the most is to feel so alive just because of someone like Park Taehyun. Go on and cry, baby, no one’s there to hear you.