ตอน 78: Both- A Day At Makai’s House

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Ocean

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My heart was pounding. I cannot believe he just said that. Did he know what it would seem like when he said those words? Did he understand that to me, hearing those words, it would be like he was telling me that he loved me or something. He couldn't possibly love me though. We haven't known each other long enough for that. 

I mean, I liked him a lot, and it just seemed to be more each and every time I saw him, but that wasn't love was it? That was just an intense attraction. Wasn't it?

I didn't want to think about this right now, it was too soon. I didn't know what to do or say at the moment though, so I was just sitting there frozen in place while he smirked at me. 

When he finally pulled back, I both felt relieved and empty. Why was I always so conflicted? And why was I always wanting him near me, no matter what?

"Do you want to watch a movie?" His question was so normal that it threw me through a loop at first.