ตอน 190: 4.55 No More Regrets

Song recommendation: Ghost - Justin Bieber

Heimo cracked his eyes open and gazed at the Kunlun Mirror that was floating in midair, not budging a bit from Heimo's tremendous effort to activate it. His meridian was straining from the overwork and his chest felt so hot as if it was going to burn. Heimo knew, if he were to fail one more time, the backlash would be harsh enough to render him unable to try again for a long period of time. Desperation bled through his heart and his eyes glazed over as he began to sink into the past, replaying memories he had visited everyday for the past ten years without fail.

"This is not a poison. You should drink this if you want to get well soon, okay?"

"There's no need to be so formal. You can just call me 'Lu Yizhou'."

"It's a very good name, Lan'er…"

"I like it when you do whatever you like to me."

"Don't disappear on me… please."

"There is nobody I need in this world except you."

"Forgive me."