Woke up later then usual
Weekends are like that
Felt numb
Felt hunger
Felt angry
All in one
Combos could have been worse
No punches pulled though
Got a call from mom
Told me how shitty of a son I am
The guilt came back full throttle
Drove on the highway
Hoping to get into a accident
Or something
Anything to make me feel
Something
A little pain don't hurt nobody
Right RIGHT?
Went to a get together
The blonde was there
So were other coworkers
Truths come out when drunk
Told a friend of mine
That if she was single
She'd go for him
Of course I played dumb
Like usual
I'm good at that aren't I?
Maybe because I'm not faking it
I am dumb
Dumb enough to think I ever had a shot
With any women
Especially one as pretty as her
Kind and caring she is
Too much kindness cripples though
that's why I should be parking
at the handicapped zone
Crippling depression counts right
Or is it apatheticness
With a dose of 0 confidence ..
To be continued
Dear readers , I'm 1 yr shy of 21 so any other places then clubs I could go to to? To pick up chicks 🤷🏽♂️
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