Dealing with this situation?

I was a high school girl, and he was a very handsome boy. He and I were classmates in the second year of junior high school. At that time, almost all the girls in the class liked him. We could be said to be friends. When school started, we always quarreled. He was always angry at me and always insulted me. Later on, we stopped quarreling. We weren't in the same class in the third year of junior high school. Sometimes, he would come to see me, and he would always secretly look at me from the back door. I don't know if it's because others can tell that he likes me, or if he said it himself, but in short, everyone in his class and our class knows. She was too silly at that time, and she had not yet understood the matters of love. The dormitory that my deskmate lived in was the dormitory that he lived in in the second year of junior high school, so her roommate told her about us. Once she said to me,"He always talks about me." I said,"Does he hate me?" My deskmate broke down at that time. Why does he hate you?" After the middle school entrance exam, I didn't get into the best high school, but the second best high school. When I was getting the letter of acceptance, I overheard him saying that we were going to the same school (Later, I heard that he had the best high school score during military training). I don't know why my roommates didn't know about us during military training. Once, when I came back from the toilet, they saw me and said that boy. I didn't like to talk. At that time, I just looked away. One of them said loudly,"How can we cultivate feelings?" It's not that I'm narcissistic, but I'm very beautiful. Many of my classmates in junior high and high school said that I was beautiful. When I was in junior high, there was a boy who ranked the beauties in my class, and I ranked first. I'm very fair, but I inherited it from my father! Besides, I'm not that frighteningly white. They mocked me and said that I was really ugly, not beautiful at all, and nothing but white... The girls in his class in the third year of junior high insulted me, and in high school, the girls in his class and my class insulted me. The girls in his class would insult me whenever they saw me, and I even heard them. The girls in my class were even louder. Once, after the first period of self-study, the two girls were sitting in the first row, I was in the second row, they were in the fifth row, and I was in the fourth row. They were talking loudly to a group of boys, and for some reason, they said that I was good at pretending to be a lady. How did I provoke them? Why are you always talking about me? The next day, those boys said bad things about me. They said that I was good at pretending in class. In a few days, those boys would stop talking. A few weeks later, they changed rows. When I went to their place, I sat in the first row. They were sitting right next to the other rows. I heard them insulting me during self-study, after class, and during class. The topic was nothing more than ugly looks. Why did they fall for her…Because of this, I was sad several times and even cried many times. They were all classmates, so why did they do this? I've never had any grudges with them. I know that two-thirds of the girls in the class like him. One of them even told others that she liked him. It was almost the end of the semester. The two girls said to a girl who had just insulted her,"I think people are good-looking. They like this type. You're just jealous that they don't like you." I think they might have changed for the better. He didn't expect things to get worse this semester. In the past week, she had been insulting me almost every day in every class. When they were sitting behind me in the lecture hall (they could sit freely), a crazy girl pointed at my back and called me "Buttface". Those girls were very happy. There was also a boy who was quite repulsive. (They have a good relationship with him, they are the same type of people) They spread that I like this guy who makes people respond, and he is quite arrogant."I don't like her." He always looked back at me, and then I gave him a note saying,"Did XXX say that I like you? If anything, please help me clarify." He said he didn't. Later, my colleague would tell me that he was lying. Before he answered me, he looked at my colleague and only said he didn't when he saw my colleague looking at him. I think this was the time he started to hate me. (I've known him since elementary school) Then he liked me, and he knew. She even said to his colleague,"Don't worry, she will always be yours." He even said,"Isn't it just because that person is handsome? Tsk ~~" They switched places in school and left. Today, after class, he told his original colleague about me in a very low voice. I was sitting behind him and heard it clearly. She said that I had bangs in front and braids, making me look neither fish nor fish. You can either wear your bangs up or cut your hair short." The boy who asked him to speak nodded happily and said,"Look at her, she's neither fat nor thin, like a pig." So what if I have bangs in front? There are girls who are even worse than me. They also have something to keep, why don't you say them! Hello, you're as skinny as a monkey, and you have a beard! A few days ago, I met that boy. I didn't look at him and just kept talking to him. The two girls happened to walk over from the opposite side. The one who said she liked him snorted heavily when she saw me. The other saw the boy and said his name, The one who snorted immediately said,"What about that?" At that time, my colleague told me that it was funny, and I laughed quite heartily. After meeting the boy. After the first period ended, there was a rumor that she liked that guy. In the lecture hall this afternoon, we were the first to sit together. Behind us was the person whom the two girls were jealous of. In class, a sentence popped out,"What's wrong with kowtowing!" After a while, she said,"You're not even as good-looking as me?" It's not that I'm prejudiced against her, but he's really not good-looking. My colleague once said that she was ugly. Once, during the evening self-study session, he asked her about her seat in jealousy. She said,"She's much better looking than you." There was a crazy girl in the same class as me in the first year of middle school. She didn't practice when the teacher taught us the new sports. I was talking to a few other girls from her class. When I turned around, I heard them say,"What are you kowtowing for?" It doesn't look good!" Really, when will this kind of thing end? "My colleague cares about me and wants me to tell the teacher, but we're all classmates. We can't make our relationship worse, right? My colleague said,"They treated you like this, and you still care about them?!" Every night after the evening self-study, I could always see that boy and his male classmates. As soon as he saw me, he rode away on his electric bike. It made me feel like I was a panda when I went home from self-study at night. If they didn't call me, I wouldn't know what they were talking about. Their voices were too loud, and my ears were very sharp. It was impossible for me not to hear them.