BEYOND THE PEDESTAL
Synopsis
“Ma vie?” I called her, my voice full of worry.
She’s looking straight at me as if there is something she wants to tell me.
She walked towards me without a sound, barefooted on the cold floor. She’s wearing her white lingerie that shows her curves in all the right places. Her hair was messy yet it made her look more alluring.
“Something wrong?”
It’s 10pm in the evening. We are in our bedroom at the beach house in Batangas.
Except for my study table, chair and bed. The whole room is bare. I could not risk it. She has been unstable this past few weeks.Throwing and breaking things. Shouting full of rage. And hurting herself. I had no choice but to isolate ourselves here for her own safety.
She took my left hand when she reached my table and I held it. She still did not make a sound but she led me back to the bed. I followed her silently.
Nang nasa paanan na kami ng Kama, she stopped and stood still. Turn around and looked up at me, bago umupo.
She held onto the waistband of my pants while still looking up at me.
“Ma vie, no.” I said when she tried to unzip it. I know what she was trying to do.
“Please.” With a low voice she begged.
I did not want her to do this. I did not want her to act or do things like a cheap whore. But as I stare at her blue eyes, I can see her spirit broken. I have no doubt in my mind that if I deny her this, I will forever lose her. She looked at me as if searching for approval and assurance.
I cupped her beautiful face in my hand, she closed her eyes for a moment then looked at me again. I bent over and planted her a kiss on her lips which she readily answered.
“Do as you need, ma vie.” I told her in between our kisses. And as if that’s the only thing she was waiting to hear, she unzipped my pants.
“Fuck,” I could not help myself but curse when I she took me in her hand. It made me hard in an instant and I could not help but stand straight. She released my manhood from the constraints of my pants. And slowly move her soft fingers on my length up and down. I could only look at her with a ragged breath. Not wanting to anticipate what she’s going to do or I am going to lose it.
She planted soft kisses on the tip of my shaft.
“Merde”. The only thing I uttered when she put me in her mouth.