it was 5th April
And guess what? I fell down from the floor, actually what I wished is just I would rather die ..but noo!
sadly, I was alive
that's what I told him and presenting some intense care he asked me to make a call.
actually it was my first time talking to a guy 1200 km away! *sounds weird but that's how it was*
so its around evening. And I dared to make a move.
after 6 seconds of ringing
and my heart alerted! some excitement and scary expressions on my face.
"HELLO? " he said
His voice at first sounded funny, but slowly it got sweeter. and the way he talks was seriously something adorable. his voice had great charm to attract me.
but to him, my voice was the most childish (no it actually was. lol) he even decided that he won't talk to me again.
so, at first we talked about our cities, secondly I begun telling him about my family. I don't know when but we ended up with the topic "NO ONE STAYS, FOREVER "
he ended up explaining me! but what I did was even unexpected from myself. *i still hate myself for that *
I sincerely asked : AND YOU? WILL YOU STAY?
Both of us were out of words Speacially him. and on the other hand I was slapping myself for committing this sin.
he considered this confession as a proposal.
actually it was my mouth that didn't remained quit but yeah we can't change anything
I quickly disconnected the call and felt guilty or say screaming in the whole house... to me it was first time. saying this to a 1200 miles away stranger.
Later I received a message from him :
WHAT WAS THAT EARLIER? WERE YOU GENUINE? YOU LIKE ME?
And what's next? I had already said what I was not supposed to.
"yeah, I like you " I said
unexpectly I was declined. he asked me for time to get to know me.
and I am the only fool regretting why TF I did that.
I thought he will distance me away from him but Naah, we were getting closer.
everyday he used to take screenshot of my music videos and send me saying "you are smiling better here " some quotes and a little flirting and teasing.
It was now a habit for both to talk to each other on a phone call. I mean he was soo talkative. that when I start a topic he used to had the whole conversation about it.
this small talks made me realised that he was not a stranger anymore . he is just another elder version of me.
We had a lot of similarities , and that's how day by day we become reason of eachother'S happiness.
He was sensitive, a little healthy, and a charming person. he jokes a lot around me and tries to put smile in my face everytime he had a chance.
every night I used to ask him "do you have something to say or tell"
and his answer was as always 'no'
we used to talk whole night, like 3 am, 4 am and somedays we don't sleep either.
it was getting stronger and harder. cause I had got the habit of having him by my side.
And one day something unexpected happened!
it was 2nd May and near my birthday...
it was unexpected and a surprise I never had a thought about...