Chapter 7: Chapter 7 ‘Never be loved’

The day after prom,I couldn't focus.I just couldn't help be look at the couples in the the class,especially Tiffany And Timothy.'I'll be going back to the dorm late.' I told Blake and Tiffany.'Why?' Tiffany ask curiously.'I-It's not important..' Was all I said.'Please tell us.' Tiffany plead since Curiosity got the best of her.'It's not important Tiff!' I yelled then left the dorm.leaned on the dorm door as I heard Tiffany cry saying 'I should've just kept quiet'She cried more,The more she cried the more I did too.I couldn't stand Tiffany cry so I just left the school to go to..My parent's grave..I didn't want to tell them that they had already pass because I didn't want them to worry about me.Half way through,It started to rain,But that didn't stop me from visiting their grave.When I reached the grave,It was still raining and I was soaking wet.'Mother,Father,Where is my long lost sister?You always told me that I had one.'I started to cry a lot.'Mother,Father,Will I ever be loved..Or will I..Never be loved?' I asked,And of course there was no reply.After that,I went back to the dorm in the rain.When I entered the school,There was a trail of water following.I entered the dorm to see Tiffany still crying a bit.She went over to say 'I'm sorry Hazel,I should've just known that it was privacy and that I should have just let quiet!' I felt bad for yelling at Tiffany.'Tiff,It's fine..I'm sorry for yelling at you..I'll tell you where I went..I went to my parent's grave.' Tiffany and Blake's eyes grew bigger.'Your parents are dead?' They said at the same time.'Well..Yea..Since I was 5..'There were tears in my eyes,I ran to the bathroom to shower and change into my Night gown.I couldn't sleep that night.I felt too bad for yelling at Tiffany,So I decided to go for a walk in the school's garden.I changed and went out of the dorm.I walked to the school garden.I walked around in circles over and over again.I finally get tired so I went back to the dorm and changed out of the Uniform and put on my Nightgown again.That time,I was able to go to sleep.My Dream was..Rather weird that night.I was dream that Me and Blake were standing face to face.In that dream,Tiffany and Timothy had..Already got married?And had a beautiful daughter.Me and Blake were standing face to face.Staring right into each other's eyes.We were about to kiss.Then the alarm went off.Phew,I gotta thank the alarm for that one.I got to lessons as usual and I was able to focus.Since then,Every Night,I would go to the school garden.One day,I had a dream,Everyone in the school were bullying me.Saying 'You will never be loved'.What kind of dream was that,Anyways,Even Tiffany,Timothy and Blake said it to me.I woke up in fear.And on that day,When I went to lessons,Claudia stated bullying me again.