Chapter 4: James

I had to leave the teatre room and went back to his room and waited. I waited for several hours. At 12pm that night the nurse said he will be in ICU when he gets out I need to go home. I still had 60km to drive back home and I was tired. So I left. Early the next morning I got to him at 9. He was sitting up in his bed and was waiting for me. He said why did you go home why did you not wait for me. I told him that the nurse chased me away. He told me that Mona was there just after 7 and that she is upset that I took him in. You know that they where living together? No I didn't know that, but why? She got the place and got him to move in but he put the place on his name and said to me that he needs someone to help pay the rent. He asked me to move in with him and I said no. I was not hoping to move in with a man who doesn't know weather he wants me or her. We where always together but he slept with her. I was just the girlfriend. The one he could use to go fishing with or do things together. You know Kate I didn't understand his obsession with me. In the 4 years we have been friends we fight a lot about all the girls he always entertained. He always cane back to me and I never really knew how he felt about me. He asked me to take his cellphone and purse with me and his ring. Then he said don't come here again as Mona is upset and she is making allot of noise and giving him grieve. I understand it and I greeted him by kissing him good buy and said I love him and he said he is sorry and kissed me and said he loved me. As I drove home I was so upset with that women. I wanted to do something to her. Who does she think she is. She has never loved him the way I did nor has she ever done anything for him but he is protecting her and always taking her side. I was furious. While driving I prayed that God will bring him home soon but I had an uneasy feeling on my stomach. I knew he was not coming home. I wrote him a whatsapp when I got home. I said to him that I loved him and really cared for him but he has the time no to fix things with Jesus Christ our Savour. He should repent from all his sins and make right with God. He said yes he knows. We also spoke about God the night before when he was laying waiting to go in for the operation. I phoned you to go have a look at him on the Monday. Thank you for going because I was worried. Tuesday when I phoned his mom and the hospital they said he has to have another operation the wound was infected or something. He got out and yet that night they had to move him back in for another operation. I didn't know he died after yet another operation. When I phoned the next day the nurse said phone his mother he died and why don't you know this. I was so upset. I realized that his mother must have been so upset when she finally got to him. When I phoned her she was very upset told me about what happened that Mona took. over at the hospital told everybody she was his wife etc. His mother said she was so upset and she didn't have my number on her phone to call me because I always called her at her land-line.