Chapter 20: SHENYI WAS HIS KRYPTONITE!
"Guys, do you think I'm a psychopath? That I'm a scumbag, that I'm an annoying jerk, that I'm a-"
"Hey, don't look down on yourself like that." MingYu forget their conversation with Chu LiMin and started to comfort Zhang Feng.
"Shit! I even made her cry the whole night!"
"Calm down, crying all night because of you can be a good hint also." LiMin helped MingYu to appease him.
"Yeah! I know you stupidly think that I should be happy because she cared about what I had said to her, but I don't want to make her remember me that way! I don't want to hurt her!"
"I'm disappointed of myself! Why I have to be like this! I felt like I'm not a man! I couldn't even... make her feel.... special!" Zhang Feng continued. He started throwing tantrums.
"Helping her earlier in the clinic is already a big thing."
"I'm so dumb spouting harsh words towards her!"
Zhang Feng didn't seem to hear his friends, he started wrecking the vase on the center table.
CRACK!
"Eh-eh, hey Feng, I know it would be difficult for you since this is the first time you fancy on someone, and the fact that you used to hate women because of your mom and stepmom."
After hearing MingYu's last two words, his anger arouse but it made him stiff. Instead of whacking things, he started to cry.
Zhang Feng's terrible past did really mold him into a different person.
The cute, loving and adorable boy way back then was turned 180 degrees into a devil and depressed child. You can see no trace of love from him.
His past made him more miserable. He felt like it was the reason why he acted rude infront of everyone except Tang MingYu and Chu LiMin, who has been on his side through all the tragedies he had faced.
All of his life he never thought that his so-called new principle will be broke by a woman, whom he didn't know why he was greatly affected by her.
Seeing him crying, the two were in shock. This is the first time thay saw him crying. And even voicing out his heart!
Even when they are still young, they are accustomed to Zhang Feng's poker face. He only talked to them when it's important. He would only speak the shortest words when answering their questions and would laugh with them forcefully.
Yet, when this girl ShenYi came into their life, Zhang Feng was now able to talk to them properly when the topic was connected to her, laugh with them when they try to matchmake him and ShenYi and even gets mad with them when they accidentally made fuss about her. ShenYi was his kryptonite!
"It's okay Brother Zhang, the pain in your heart will subside later. We're going to help you to compensate on her tomorrow." MingYu coaxed him.
Even though Zhang Feng isn't the youngest among them, he was still a child. Although he forced himself to mature at a very young age, he only matured mentally. Deep inside his heart, there was still a trace of longing for love and attention, things that he didn't experienced when he was still a child.
"Yeah, tomorrow will be a memorable ones! I could see that it could start off something new." LiMin added.
Zhang Feng looked at the two.
"It's so embarrassing to cry in front of you two! I didn't look manly at all! My reputation is now ruined!"
The two laughed.
"Hahahaha it's okay big bro, we will not spread the rumor of you whining like a small girl!"
"Eh LiMin! Don't joke at this moment, our Feng Feng would become a crybaby again!"
"You two! Stop making fun of me! Don't ruin my dashing image!" Zhang Feng run towards them.
"Hey! Don't hit on us! You narcissist! When did you become like that?" LiMin laughingly said while running.
MingYu watched the two running like fools. Suddenly, he felt elated. He didn't know if that was because of Zhang Feng's improvement or the upcoming 'date' tommorow. Wanting to hide his blushing face, he picked up his phone and started playing.
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Yuri_san16 so I felt really guilty to made you wait, so I decided to give you a mass release!
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