13th jan 2018
It was 8 AM and I was still lying 😴on my bed it has been 5 days since Anubhav's bday 😬 and I was still gloomy about the letter that I gave to him, how much I wanted to be cavalier about it but all that "letter thing" created mayhem of emotions .😐
Anubhav that guy is so much like a brother to me...I had given him the title of a best friend 🤖 but the time changed him or was I too quirky about the fact that I knew each and every thing about him. Well that letter was the Farewell Letter.
I spoke to myself, "Babes chill...! 😌😒 You gave it for his own good so that he can differentiate between friends and work". It was his habit of not understanding the gravity of how much fun it is to be surrounded by people that adores him, he always took it as an advantage. Mainly I don't want him to be like those selfish intelligent people which he was becoming day by day. He was a topper of our school.....our school captain who was lazy and kind hearted and stupid and was scared easily that's why he was my best friend he was not like other boys but I had to made few incorporeal sacrifices just for the betterment for his future that's what I thought I was doing for him and still believes it or maybe I didn't like the so called change in him.
Actually he was that friend to whom my worry regarding him comes out in a way of fury😸. Why did I behave like that way with him he still don't know and that's the funny thing he still didn't realize how much I care about him .😛😬
I pulled my hairs in an irritating way,😵😵😩 "Shaurya stop it...!! Stop thinking about that so much !!
Let me introduce myself...I am Shaurya Kunwar.....hey....!! don't misunderstand my gender😼 because of my boyish name...I am a girl and I am interested in boys "only".
(basically in India name "Shaurya" are given to boys I was the exceptional girl )
I am single, never had any kind of relationships before but I have too many celebrity crushes mostly of them are from Korean dramas who live far away , overseas mainly and anime characters (these crushes only exist in anime world). I am an over thinker and a dreamer, very unpredictable crazy sometimes 🙀 , lazy but brave🙈 ,"talkative" 🙊but this quality decreased with the passing college years. My name , I got that after the evasive thought process of five long years after I entered into this exquisite world and although it's quite louchy and I had many chances to change it but never did because it makes me feel exuberant and stand out from the crowd. I am pursuing B.Sc (Physics Honours) from Delta High College it's not like I have special kind of love for physics but I didn't know what to do after secondary high school, at that time I used to admire Pilot of our Indian Air Force very much , for joining armed forces(pilot in air force) I thought it would be best to learn physics so just like flowing in whimsical wind hoping to find the so called path later(joining armed forces / or continuing my study in Physics) I took admission in that course and now I am in 6th semester(last semester).🏌
As I was lost in fretful thoughts while talking to myself still in bed, rumbling and kicking blankets.
My mom called, "Shauryaaaaa...!!!!! Pick up the phone your friend Palak is calling". I didn't have my own cell phone, my mom and I have common cellphone because both of them neither need it very much but the main reason was I brought quite costly phone after begging constantly for 20 days from my parents and broke it after 2 months...!!! Glee....!!! I know... I know...!!!! I am stupid but now I stopped that brusque behaviour and didn't ask for cell phone again because I don't chat and little bit amount of work I could do it by using mom's cellphone.
I sprang up from the bed and ran hurriedly to my mom's room and picked up the phone
Palak : Hey...!! Coming to college ??Today they are showing marks of the subjects of previous semester...!!! I hope you didn't forget?
Me : ya.....ya.....!!! I know.....and I still remembered and talk slowly...Will you 😡? I barely can understand a word.... I had to concentrate so much on what you are talking about.😰
Palak smirked : haha....!!! I thought you caught the habit by know.
I made obnoxious faces.😠
Palak : Meet me in college by 10 and ohh.....!!!! I forgot to tell you .... You know what I heared .... Causals are banned on Saturday too.
"Whattttttttttt.....????????", don't tell me, I shouted .😨
I wanted so much to come in casuals today....!!! I said in grimy voice 😩😟
Palak : I know even I want to..... but I really don't want to argue with guards...!!! They create 50 dramas at the gate infront of everyone . Leave that entice desire of yours that will make me come in casuals too...!! Come in college dress and stop thinking about that letter thing Shaurya .
She finally caught and I couldn't deny more at last she was my childhood's best friend.
I sighed and said😞, "I know..... but I really don't want to wear college uniform."
I changed the topic,😈my speciality.
🤔💭In our college we were only allowed to wear casuals, No...!!!! I mean the day when we were allowed to look sexy 😌 and most beautiful😸 were on Wednesdays and Saturdays and on previous year they banned casuals on Wednesdays and now Saturdays were our only option were styling and beauty competitions were held among girls in our college ...HUHHHHHHHH.....!!!!!!!!!👿
(In India there are uniforms even in college)
Now that's gone too....!!!!! Hey...!!!😝 I am reacting as if I am in that competition too, I barely comb my hair thanks to the hair straightning😛😌 .I really hate wearing college dress but then there is this old cite, "you hate college dress till the time you are in college and start falling in love with it after college days end". I think I fall in that mystical category of people who has this thought process.💭
As I was lost in my thoughts..... Palak said : hey....!!!!! Are you there...??
"Ohhh....!! Yess sorry"😺, I said disruptly
Palak: Biee.....gal Let's meet in college. Call me when you will reach there.
As the call ended.... I shouted.....Mommmmaaa world is so cruel to your daughter.....!!!!
As usual Nobody paid attention.
Really....!!! Reallly..!!! Cruel World😭😭
Names(even college's name) are facade !
You might be wondering why i chose Dehradun ! Travelling is one of my hobby !
Obviously there are so many wonderful places but the night view of Dehradun from Mussorie is one of the favourite site I have ever seen.
And last thing ! As everyone is aware of the fact that the world is full of bewildering surprises one can find it relating to one's own story, it can be a coincidental !
It's my first work as a writer hope you will enjoy the first chapter !