"Allyson, don't feel bad", Jeremy comforted me. He's been doing it for, like, 30 minutes now. I sobbed and said, "I don't get it, Jer. I'm always there whenever she needed me, and when I need her, she has appointments or school council work." I can believe I'm giving myself in. This is the first time that I cried this hard again. Jeremy said nothing more but he let me cry in him. He's so nice. "Wait a second", he said all of a sudden. I looked up at him, his eyes were startled. " What did you just call me?" He smiled. What does he mean?
*flashback*
/"I don't get it, Jer . . ./
Oh, fuck. How could I forget?! It only happened like, 2 minutes ago! I'm not old yet, am I? "Shut it. I'm feeling better now" I swat his hands away from me. "Hey! After I comforted you?!" he stood. "Oh, yeah . . . thanks", I said plainly and completely ignore him.
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Ugh! It's so boring! Annie's not here at the hostel, I'm all alone! But it seems like my hands are operating by itself since it dialed . . . JEREMY?! Ugh! Nevermind. I'd rather be with with this rascal than be bother.
:Hello, Jeremy?
;Finally! Someone called to say thanks
:Come here at our hostel. I'm all alone.
;Oh, so you're the one who's seducing me now?
:Don't get the wrong idea, Jeremy! I only need your company, idiot. And I don't want to have sex with you, so don't bother.
;Fine, fine. Be there by 5.
Finally! Someone to talk with! I'm gonna be crazy as hell in here! There's a knock on the door and I knew that it was Jeremy. I opened it but to my surprise . . .