Chapter 35: 34,a confusing feeling
When i am with mayank i don't need anything.i don't need expensive clothes to impress him .sometimes we buy clothes from streets no expensive cafe visits he taught me how to enjoy life with cheap things I don't need to spend money to do show off.
Day by day we are getting close.i go everywhere with him.i am now again living life like i wanted to always.he is winning my heart too.the way he treat me that say how much he loves me.i know no one can love me more then him.he is making space and i am allowing him to do.how can i stop him.
In office i think about mayank now i am dreaming about him.what if we were together what if i at least gave him a chance.i was literally regretting my choice.i wish I could undo that.i shouldn't ignore his feelings.how lucky i was.
Getting close to him is like fantasy now.yes I enjoy his soft bare hands touching me when he teach me how to ride motorcycles 🏍.that deodorant from his body drive me crazy make me wild.when I hugged him after winning cricket matches I listen his heart beats.i want to hold so tight my body struggles to touch his.
I had no idea what happens to me when he is around.i am obsessed with him.my eyes just want to see him now.i had never experienced before this.is this attraction or love or my attachment.i can't figure out but whatever it is i am so happy
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