Chapter 3: couldn't prove , I am innocent !
like other daughters-in-law I too started to pay my duties and responsibilities towards household deeds . one month has passed away calmly ...yes ! it was not as much fictitiously romantic as I was imagined from my teenage . But it was quite good . I was feeling that I am becoming a good home maker . our home was on 20 th floor of an apartment ...in the balcony of my room , they put many sacred plants i.e Tulsi , banana tree etc because my in - laws were quite religious even I must say superstitious . one day because of a blowing wind , the Tulsi plant caught fire from the Diya which my mother in law lited up some minutes ago....the pot in which that plant was buried .... was also made of plastic .... because of that all happened... I saw the fire ...and putted it off immediatly by throwing water over it ... all were sorted out by me ... I was relaxed that something big unwanted has stopped timely . and we all were safe . But I was totally unknown the things wandering in my in-law's mind . according to them it was a major sign of ultimate misfortune ... and it was an another portentous incident after my arrival in home . After that it was a chain reaction , my every deed is seem doubtedly . either it was my way of brooming at home , or normal glass breaking in the kitchen . everything started connect to me sometimes directly , sometimes indirectly. My peace of heart and mind has started flew away day by day . Even my husband were never supported me ... He ignored the issues as well as the whole complicated situation .... which is going to be bad to worst ....
Then oftenly they started blaming me for xyz any reasons .
I was loosing my confidence in myself .
I was breaking inside so badly day after day .
There was no love for me , no trust and no respect at all ....
I used to cry through out the nights sometimes over my pillow ... sometimes sitting on the floor of my room's balcony .
My hubby too has got transferred to out of the country for couple of years ... I was all alone in his presence too and in his absence too . My all beliefs of togetherness has faded away . There was no love around me for that I came there someday so happily and excitedly.
One year has passed , and my limits of bearing we're also over .
I decided to quit and moved on back .
I took my some clothes and my degrees in my hands and I left that home for forever .... where there is no respect , no affection , no need of yours ....that place can never be my home ...once again I got nothing , except the worst experience of my life .
once again I would have to struggle ... a new challenge of life was standing in front of me ... I was broken socially and emotionally very badly .... but one thing was good in between all ... that" I WAS ALIVE" .....
this happiness and positivity was quite enough for my new journey ....
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