Started with the typical and awkward hi and hello. In my defense, it was really nothing serious. Seeking your company was just my way to kill boredom.
I knew I should have stopped myself when it came to a point that getting a notification from you not only puts a smile on my face but also makes my heart skip a beat. The signs were there. I was actually aware that I am already betting my emotions to a stranger online... but as you see, I choose to shut out reality for you.
It wouldn't hurt so much, right?
Stupid how I really assured my mind of that make-believe lie. I was willing to make a fool out of myself longer if you just had not crushed my fairytale.
I guess, you were the one who knew better and that hurts real bad.
For all the time we spent in the virtual world, did you never feel once that I was real with you?
How could our lengthy conversation meant nothing to you?
Why am I the only one who fell when we are both in this together?
Before I thought that for a person to love someone, you see them first or you touch them first. Hold each other's hand. Watch random movies. Go on a date.
But there are no fixed procedure on how we fell in love, do we?
I knew it was over with just "you cannot reply to this conversation". How really cruel of you for not even saying a proper goodbye. Nevertheless, I accept our ending befitting for a person like me who has to go back to the real world.