Chapter 223: The rejection

Blue. 

"What's wrong?''

I ask him because he is as white as snow. There is an expression on his face that I can't sense. I am always good at reading people. My willed sense is not working with him. It hasn't been working all night. Maybe all my emotions have been clouding my strong sense of judgement. It was overwhelming. The fact that he was here with me. He wanted me for the first time and my wolf just couldn't handle refusing him.

We gave him what he wanted because we are weak. So weak that we couldn't even control ourselves.

Don't blame me. This is all you. 

My wolf denies having any part in this. It wasn't just me but maybe a stronger part of me. I mean, I am the one that accepted to do this even though I knew that it was not right excluding Rex. I just think that he would understand this.

The mating ceremony.