I've been on my feet most of the day today, baking, doing random chores my parents throw at me, most days I would not mind at all, but I have two perfectly good siblings that can contribute to the majority of small chores I have assigned to me. Seemingly these days it just gets worse. They are just on their stupid games- not even multiplayer live games- and they are on their butts all day doing that. No chores. No nothing.
So I've been on my feet for most of the day doing chores and baking lovely homemade bread and having a painful headache and backache. The MINUTE I sit down my mother STORMS into the kitchen, and snaps at me. She asked if I could rotate the laundry for her. KNOWING I had two lovely siblings, one younger by three years so he's almost 11, one older by two so he's almost 16. Two perfectly good people to do chores other than me, after I've JUST SAT DOWN. So me, being a person like myself in this situation, gets up to do my chore like my mother asks of me. On the way out of my seat my back sent a nice wave of fresh pain drove through me and I let out a sigh. My mother took it as disrespect and then with her short temper, she screamed," NO ILL DO IT. I'll do it, I'll do it put it back I'll do it!"
So me, being the good person I am I let her go to her room in anger to set her things Down, and proceeded to do the task I was given. My mother clearly not having it, starts talking to herself and something along the lines of "ungrateful brat." A title I will gladly claim because I would hope my daughter would be as obedient, patient, calm, loving, hopeful, wonderful, skilled, talented, kind and respectful as I am. I would be grateful that my future generation is as well behaved as I am.
And quite lately, I would take having to pay for my own things, my own bills, and my own rent, over living in this sexist racist homophobic toxic household. I can't express myself or live how I wish, I hate it here. And for the most part, the people keeping me from going insane are incredibly hard to see right now during this global pandemic.
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