Chapter 10: Feelings!
After separating from Suzuka, Haru immediately returned home.
"I'm home!" Haru announced his arrival after unlocking the door.
He locked it when he left to escort Suzuka to Hakuo Academy.
Haru has no worry about Sora getting trapped here. After all, Sora also carries a duplicate key. Therefore, she can get off to safety if an earthquake or other disaster ever occurred.
Just like Japan in Haru's past life, this alternate Japan often gets hit by an earthquake or other disasters. So, it is good to be more cautious and mindful of your safety.
"Welcome home, Haru."
Sora comes from the direction of the kitchen. She is still wearing her nightgown.
When Haru hears Sora's voice and greeting, he feels warmth in his chest. He never received such a welcome in his past life because he lived alone, nor he had a family to welcome his arrival.
It is a novel experience that he finds himself liking it. Haru wants to be welcomed by his beloveds when he returns home, always.
Haru snaps out of his bliss-induced daze and looks at Sora. He notices that her mood has improved after his departure. Simultaneously, he discovers that Sora has been eating before his arrival. Likely, she has been consuming her leftover breakfast. Her glistening lips because of food's grease and the smell of their breakfast are the proof.
Haru's gaze lingers on Sora's glistening lips a bit longer than necessary. Then, his heart begins to throb when he sees those enticing lips.
It has been years since their last kiss, or so the memory from assimilation tells Haru. His lips, body, and mind are longing for another intimate contact with Sora. It becomes a great urge that is hard to endure.
What's more, Haru is in the middle of puberty. His raging hormone just exacerbates his urge.
"Haru?"
Sora's perplexed voice jolts Haru out of his daze. He then shakes his head to clear his muddled mind.
"Ah. Don't worry about it. I am fine," Haru responded.
In return, Sora gives Haru a gaze full of doubt, apparently not entirely convinced by his vague answer.
Haru looks back at Sora with a calm gaze, and they start a staring contest. It continues for a while until Haru's eyesight unconsciously trails down to her luscious lips. Then, his gaze lowers to her beautiful neck and continues on until it arrives at her shallow yet still enticing cleavage.
His throat dry, Haru unconsciously gulps, creating a loud sound.
In his past life, Haru never experienced sexual intimacy with his opposite sex. He had no time for it because his mental energy and stamina were poured to create a stable future for himself. It wasn't easy for orphans to build a stable future because of the stigma attached to their existence.
However, it doesn't mean that Haru lacks interest in girls. He'd sampled JAV, watched Hentai, read Doujin, and did the left-hand aerobic.
Therefore, his past self could control his sexual urge and never fell down the temptation to be a sexual deviant. Even so, Haru was still curious about the real thing.
In this new life, Haru has assimilated his predecessor's experience. And his predecessor was no virgin. What a surprise...or not!
Anyway, Haruka Kasugano had lost his virginity several years ago; his partner was Nao Yorihime. It is just like how Haru knows from the anime. Therefore, Haru also has the memory and experience of having sex with Nao Yorihime.
But of course, it isn't satisfying because Haru never experienced it firsthand. It is only a secondhand experience, after all. In his mind, Haru is still a virgin and wants to taste the forbidden fruit.
Because Haru is transfixed by Sora's enticing appearance, he misses the knowing glint and then a sly gleam in Sora's eyes.
"Haru? Are you okay? Your face is red. Do you get a fever?"
Haru snaps out of his lust-induced daze after hearing Sora's voice, which was filled with faux concern.
When Haru looks up, he finds that Sora's face has gotten so close. His body involuntarily becomes stiff when Sora put her forehead on his. Their lips are so near that he can feel her warm breath on his face.
Sora stays like that for a while, her eyes eager for something, and Haru isn't dense enough to be oblivious of her needs.
'Ugh… What should I do? Do it? Don't do it?'
Haru mentally struggles as he carefully weighs his options. In the end, he succumbs to the temptation.
'You know what? Fuck it!'
Haru suddenly grabs Sora's face, lowers his face, and presses his lips on hers. As if she is waiting for this, Sora immediately wraps her slender arms around Haru's neck.
"Hrmmmgh~"
Sora's chest rumbles as she purrs in delight.
Simultaneously, Haru feels that his mind has become blank after sensing a pleasant electric jolt spreading from his head to his toes.
Their lips overlap. At first, it is a chaste kiss. But, soon, Sora licks Haru's lips, asking permission to access his mouth, and Haru unconsciously parts his lips. They begin involving tongues in their kiss, wrestling for dominance as they push each other tongue to invade their kissing partner's mouth.
"Mmmmph~!"
Sora's moan is muffled by Haru's mouth. She unconsciously made that alluring voice when Haru's tongue brushed her sensitive palate.
Sora tightens her embrace and pulls Haru's body closer. In return, Haru wraps his arms around Sora's slender waist. He possessively holds her.
They immerse in their passionate kiss for a while before they finally pull their heads back, breaking up their kiss.
"Hah! Hah! Ha-Haru…"
With short and rough breath, Sora calls out Haru's name with a coquettish voice. Her eyes are glazed over.
"Sora…" Haru called her, breathless.
"Haru. Let's do it… Let's become one…" Sora said without hesitation.
It is when Haru snapped out of his lust-induced daze. Then, Haru stares into Sora's needy, glazed eyes. His eyes are filled with regret.
Although Haru also wants to do it with Sora, he isn't ready. No! That's not it! Haru is always ready to discard his V-Card. But, he isn't prepared for the repercussion after the deed is done.
If Haru ever pushes Sora down, the fragile balance and harmony in his new family will surely crumble.
Haru is aware of Suzuka's affection for him. It is so deep that he is uncertain of how she will react if she ever finds out about him and Sora having sex.
However, Haru is sure of one thing: Suzuka will surely become devastated.
Haru won't allow it. He won't let either Sora and Suzuka become upset and sad. And he is aware of how unreasonable and unrealistic it is, but he can't accept other results.
It is a "do or die" situation.
Either both Sora and Suzuka become his women, agreeing to share him. Or they keep the status quo that is preserved until this moment.
If you ask Haru's honest opinion, he prefers the former. However, let's put that topic aside for the time being.
"Sorry. Let's stop for now."
Sora is stunned. She looks at Haru with a wide-eyed, disbelieving expression. All traces of lust and passion have evaporated from her lovely face.
"…Why?" Sora asked in an uncomprehending tone.
Haru opens his mouth, planning to answer Sora's inquiry. However, Sora overtakes him after coming into a 'realization.'
"Suzuka, right? You want to stop because of that little bitch, right?"
This time, Haru is the one who is stunned. Haru never suspects Sora to insult Suzuka so openly in front of him. A part of him is angry, but he is also at a loss for words because the one who insults Suzuka is Sora.
"I hate you!" Sora raised her voice and tried to push Haru away.
Sora is angry. However, Haru unconsciously tightens his arms around her slender waist. When he sees her expression, he feels like he shouldn't let her go away.
"Release me, you asshole! I say, release me!"
When Sora struggles her way out of his embrace, Haru holds her body tightly. At the same time, he erects a barrier that soundproof their apartment. He did that when he suspected Sora going to scream. It can be problematic if her scream attracts people.
Then, Haru pushes his lips on hers.
"Hmpft!"
Sora shakes her head to left and right, trying to keep her lips away from Haru. However, she is unsuccessful as Haru successfully claims her lips.
Haru then pours his love and passion for Sora in that kiss.
Although Sora struggles to break up their kiss, she soon succumbs to her own passion. She then returns the kiss, and at the same time, she vents out her grievance to Haru in more productive manner.
They stay like that for some time, pouring their true feelings for each other, uncaring of everything else.
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