You traumatized me so much,
That I am scared of my friends who are men too.
You love seeing me in tears and pain, don't you?
I could not sleep,
scared that you would hurt me.
I could not eat because you stole my appetite.
You were ruining my life even more than it was.
You pretended that I hurt you and blamed you.
I was on my knee when you hit me,
I begged you to stop,
but you refused.
I wonder what were you thinking when you did this to me?
What have I ever done?
All i ever did was to care and love you when no one else did.
Is this my punishment for loving someone who is broken?
and when that someone is you.
someone taught me that respect is earned,
But what respect should I give you?
When you treated me like shit?