Chapter 20: Chapter 20
A/N
I accidentally pooped my pants in the elevator.
I guess I'm taking this shit to a whole new level.
Anyways enjoy :3
Jai P.O.V.
"Stop."
"What?" I was confused.
"You don't need to make it up to me anymore," Sahana looked up at me, "What I said to you in the café, just came out at that moment. So, you can stop now. I'm not going to ask for anything anymore."
I gazed at her then slowly nodded because I didn't have any response. Inside I was kind of happy because I didn't have to do anything for her anymore, and god knows what she would've asked for. But something just kept nagging me.
So is this it?
Sahana and I just part ways now?
No.
For some reason, I want to get to know her more.
I mean, she is my neighbor, after all.
"But what if I don't want to stop?" I looked at her.
"W-What do you mean?" she asked.
"Exactly what I said. What if I don't want to stop? What if I want to hang out with you, and have chai again," I said raising my mug,
"And maybe, become friends."
I waited for a response.
"Oh, would you look at the time!"
"It's LATE and I finished my chai! Monty let's go!" Sahana said rushing towards my door, as Monty came out from wherever he was, with Amiga chasing after him.
"Wait!" I said going after her.
"I'm really sorry I have to go, it's really getting late," she said opening the door,
"Bye."
I sighed putting a hand on the door and looked at Amiga,
"How am I going to do this?"
Sahana P.O.V.
I entered my apartment and closed the door, then rushed to my kitchen and gulped down a glass of water with the taste of chai still reminiscing on my taste buds.
"That wasn't a good idea." Making a face of displeasure.
I took a deep breath after I forcing down another gulp, wiping my mouth. I put a hand to my chest and felt the rapid thumps of my heart beating.
"Why is my heart beating so fast?" I said breathlessly, "He only wanted to be friends, so what's the big deal?"
I went and sat down on my couch,
"But what if I don't want to stop..."
"What if I want to hang out with you..."
"And maybe, become friends."
My breath hitched.
The way he gazed at me,
With deep hazel eyes
Never breaking eye contact.
"What got into me?! " I said to myself, "Did Sami's words just take over my whole brain??"
I slowly took deep breaths, trying to calm myself down.
I sighed, "It might've been the right thing to do though."
"To be honest, I haven't been acting like myself ever since this happened." I ran my fingers through my hair.
"My emotions have been all over the place. One second, I'm mad and hateful towards Jai, then the next second, I take a complete 180 and be the opposite."
My conscience slapped me in the face, "Stop thinking about this, you need to go to sleep. It'll calm all your nerves."
I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, and headed to my bedroom.
My head hit the pillow as I stared at the ceiling.
"Jai just wants to be friends."
"That's all."
"But why is something preventing me from wanting that too?"
Jai P.O.V.
My fingers ran through my hair in frustration as I leaned back on my door, "Ugh, I went too far."
I walked to the living room as Amiga waddled next to me. I dropped my body on the couch and let myself sink in, as I recalled in my head how Sahana reacted.
Her eyes widened and mouth slightly gaped,
"Oh, would you look at the time!..."
"I'm really sorry, I have to go..."
My hands rubbed my face,
"You're screwed."
"How can you ever recover from this?"
"She's going to pretend you are a stranger and ignore you forever."
"Great."
"Just fucking great."
I turned my attention to Amiga and saw her staring at me in confusion.
I held her face, "I know, I look like I am crazy, you don't need to tell me." She licked my hand as I smiled at her,
"Did I go too far, Amiga? Did I do the wrong thing?"
"I mean of course I did, she ran out of my apartment for god's sake."
"But what did I do to make Sahana react in that way? I just said I hoped we would become friends. Is that bad?" Amiga continued to lick my hand as if she was bathing me, as I went on,
"She's really getting into my head, and I hate it!!"
"I shouldn't be thinking about other girls right after a breakup?! I am supposed to be crying and watching romcoms while dipping the biggest spoon I own, into a tub of ice cream!!?"
"I don't care if that's a stereotype for only women after their breakups, THAT'S NO REASON FOR A MAN NOT TO DO IT TOO!?" I yelled.
Taking a deep breath, "I should go to sleep, before I slam my head against the wall to knock myself out."
I got up from my couch and started getting ready for bed.
I pulled the blankets up to cover my body and stared at the ceiling for a couple of minutes just thinking out loud.
"How do you it Sahana?"
"What is it about you that is drawing me closer and closer?"
"Why are you making me feel this way?"
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Ooo is Jai starting to feel a little somethin somethinn??
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