Chapter 5: { Part 1.4 }
(y/n)'s pov:
'I finally meet you, Levi.'
I feel butterflies in my stomach just by looking at him. He's more handsomer in person. Is that even a word? Anyways he's perfect and small. I'm glad I'm just around 154 cm or I would be like a gigantic to him.
'Now look who's blushing now. Who makes you blush, girl? Who's the guy who manage to make you like that?' Mikasa whispered to me in order to not let Eren and Armin know that I'm a freaking tomato now.
'Wha..wha..what do you mean? I.. a..am not. You must be imagining things.' Then Armin turns around and see my tomato face. '(y/n), Are you ok? Are you sick? Why is your face red?' With that questioning Eren also turns around and looks at worriedly.
'I'm fine. It's just the heat. I'm really fine.' I awkwardly smile at them and glared at Mikasa. Mikasa smirk at me and act like she didn't say anything and whispered into my ear,' You'll have to tell me later, who that guy is (y/n).'
Oh you'll get your turn again, Mikasa. Connie come to us and says, 'Hey, (y/n) and Eren, you guys have been asked to go check the canons on the wall with us.'
'Ok, then let's go, Eren.'
'I heard that you and Marco are gonna join the survey corps. Is it true?' I ask Connie.
'Are you for real, Connie?' Eren asking Connie after hearing the question I ask. 'Your words from the night of our graduation day got to him.' Mina tell us with a laugh. 'It's not just him, also me, Eren.' Thomas says joining the conversation.
'It's not like that. Well maybe, but I don't to be that coward anymore and thanks Eren for that speech.' Connie smile at Eren. Eren smile back and nodded.
'Hey guys, look what I brought from the office room.' Then she show us the meat she hide in her jacket. Typical Sasha. Wait a sec, the colossal titan gonna come any moment. Where's Samuel? He's gonna be the one who fell down the wall when the titan appeared. I look for Samuel and saw he's just in my reach.
So when it appeared I can just go and grab him. Then his leg will be ok cuz in the anime Sasha had to hook his leg to save him. Just as then a lightning flash over us. I sprint towards Samuel and yelled, 'Samuel, hang on.' I immediately grab him and hook myself on the wall. He hit his head pretty hard. He's unconscious now. I have take him to a safe place first.
Seeing the colossal titan up close is sure scary. That's not what matters now. 'Mina, tell the others about the colossal titan. I have to take Samuel to the infirmary first. Then I'll tell the other about it, too.' After that I held Samuel closely as I swing from house to house.
After telling all the head-in-chiefs about the chaos, all of us got gathered to tell us the plan on how we should help the people evacuate and to support the front line. I got chosen in group 34 with Eren, Armin, Mina, Thomas, Milius and Nack.
The tragic moment gonna come any time. How am I gonna do this? If I save him, how is Eren gonna found out about his titan powers? I can't sacrifice Thomas. What a pain!!! No, (y/n). You made a promise to save everyone. You have to keep it.
'I already told you, (y/n). You can't save everyone. You even have to sacrifice one to save ten.' The mystery voice has come again. So you back again? Hey? Great. You just said that and leave again. No, there must be a way. (y/n) think hard.
'Group 34. It's your time to head out now.'
'Let's all kick their asses guys. We'll make this out alive. All of us.' Eren reassures us with a smile. I don't know Eren. Will I be able to save all of us? I wish I can just tell them. What will they think of me when I tell them?
'It's an abnormal titan, move back.' Eren shouted but he warn us late. Just in a flash, that titan jump at us. No..no..no I'm sorry Thomas. I really am. I started to tear up. When we landed on the roof and look back at that titan I saw Thomas in that titan mouth. Then the titan chomp him to pieces triggering Eren to get angry.
'THOMAS!!! I'm gonna kill that f*cking titan.' Then Eren sprint real fast to that titan. I stop Mina and others from following Eren. 'Why are you stopping us, (y/n)?' Milius yelled at me with anger. I'm sorry I have to.
'I'll follow Eren with Armin. You guys, go tell the others and warn them. Save the other comrades. I'm counting on you guys and most importantly don't die on me. Ok?' They hesitate but they do as I say. 'Let's go Armin. We have to protect Eren.' Just as we got to Eren, he already got his left foot disappeared.
'Armin, go check on Eren. I'll kill the two titans on the back.' I was gone before Armin tell me not to go alone. The two Titan that's supposed to kill Mina, Milius and Nack. They are both normal so that's a good thing for me or I'll die. The first one is a 3 meter one and the second one is 5 meter , so I'll kill the 3 meter first then the 5 meter.
I swing with the 3DMG and hook it in the nearby building and cutting off the nape of the 3 meter. One down, one to go. The 5 meter notice that I'm coming to him. I hook his head and cut his eyes out first then cutting the nape.
I have to go back to Armin. When I got back I saw Armin sitting still with a very shocked face. There were no signs of Eren. I assumed Eren already got eaten. I have to make Armin come back to reality. '(y/n), what happened? Mina come and told us that Thomas got eaten and you guys went to followed Eren.' Connie ask me.
'Eren got eaten by a titan and Armin is in shocked. We have to called him out first.' Connie got shocked by the words I said to him. Of course, anyone would get shocked. Your friend just got eaten by a freaking titan.
'Armin... Armin.. Armin!!!!' I called out to him while shaking his body. '(y/n)...(y/n).., Eren... Eren he got eaten because of me. I can't do anything to help him.' Armin says while tearing out little by little.
'I know Armin. I know. But first we have to get out from here. It's dangerous here. Let's go ok?.' I said, with a smile. But I'm also tearing up as well. I let Thomas die. I just let him die. You just break your promise (y/n).
Then we arrived on the roof where everyone was gathered. I saw Milius, Nack and Mina safe and sound. I'm glad I got to save them but I know that every time I saw them, I'll get reminded about how I just let Thonas die.
Armin went to sit in the corner and sulking down. That's what he would do now. He don't know that Eren's a titan shifter yet. Here comes, Mikasa. She saw me and ask, 'Where's Eren?' I know they'll saw Eren a few minutes later but I can't tell them. I just pointed at Armin. So she went up to Armin.
Then Armin yelled, 'Thomas Wagner and Eren Jaeger of Group 34 die a honorable death.' Armin started to cry, but Mikasa didn't show any feeling. She starts to guide the others on how to go to the HQ where the titans are.
But she is also broken by the news she heard. After killing a few titans, her gas run out and fell down. 'Armin and Connie follow Mikasa. Jean you lead this team. I'll kill the titan that come up to us.' Jean hesitates but just nodded at me.
There's 3 titan with 4 feets apart each. They all around 4 meters. Just as then one of the comrades got grab. You're not gonna kill them. Not on my watch. I hook at his nape and cut it of.
The one who got caught say thanks to me and went on to follow Jean. Then suddenly my gas run out and fall on the roof. Wait, No..no..no it can't be. As I look up I saw one titan reaching it hands to me. Am I gonna die here? Is this the end for me? I'm sorry everyone.
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Word count: 1480
Published: 14, September, 2020
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