Arza still couldn't remember exactly what happened after he was pulled out from Evin's shadow the day that their group was attacked by those weird four mages. He knew something terrible must have happened, since he could remember Ssatsko tightly gripping his eyes. He also remembered how his curiosity got the better of him and he looked behind Ssatsko's hands anyway.
Unfortunately, or fortunately, Arza couldn't remember anything beyond that point. He could only associate the feelings of fear and disgust with those blurry memories. He also knew somehow, that whatever he saw, it was done by a Luminous spell. His affinity with the spell did not let him think otherwise.
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