Chapter 1: Chapter
SPG|MATURED CONTENT| R-18
How can I say Im okay when I see them both kissing in front of me? Like seriously, is he need them to that? does he mean it?
After i told HIM that i have a crush on him, he always do the jealousy thing with her only beautiful less brain girlfriend in front of me.
I am far from them but as long as for me he deliberately makes me jealous of what he does. I like him but LIKE is different in LOVE right? But i like him in 6 YEARS ugh fucking 6 years! Since on high school. I gathered all my strength and I was confident just to tell him I like him then what did he answer me?
"I have a girlfriend"
"And you're not my type. I hate nerds."
And after that conversation he always do that things. And the hell i care. I'll just mind my own business.
"Samantha Sanchez" Ma'am called me.
"Yes Ma'am?" I shout because she slightly deaf.
"Go sit beside on Trevor"
What? What just happened? Why? I touched the woman next to me who immediately looked at me "What's up?"
" Sitting arrangement"
I raised my eyebrows, fuck is this still a trend in college? I thought not anymore, my god. And then the hell, did Ma'am say TREVOR?
I touched the woman again "Who am I going to beat? Did you hear?"
"Joshua Trevor"
Holycrop. I immediately looked at where Joshua was sitting. When I got close to my seat, Joshua's bag was there so I immediately removed it and threw it at him. He just looked at me and stared. After 3 hours, we dismissed so her girlfriend sit beside me and talk to me.
"What's wrong with you? You frowned again in the morning"
"Its just nothing Amira, Im fine"
Amira is my bestfriend since elementary, my Mom and her Dad are bestfriend until now. Awesome right? She don't know that i like his boyfriend since they love each other. You know that I look like I'm watching a Kdrama and then I'm the poor one who would have been a hooker in case the man didn't want to, just kidding.
"You really need to have a boyfriend sis, so you don't always look stressed"
I glanced at her and blinked "Gosh, everything you read hates me because I'm like this, nerd"
I have been teased by men 10 times that Amira give me to became my boyfriend but every time they see me they retreat immediately. Maybe because they don't like me.
"Learn how to be beautiful so that you can really find the man for you"
I shake my head in dismayed " I will not find nor chase him, the right one will chase me, not me" i corrected her.
When I saw who was approaching our place, I immediately put the earphone in my ear. They will flirt again because they are opposite me.
Amira took off my earphones at the same time as she asked "Hey we're going home, will you come with us?"
We live close to each other so I said yes because I don't want to wait for a taxi.
We are already in the car and I am the one in the back, of course who i am? Im just a friend of Joshua so I don't have right to sit in the front.
"Babe stop on 7/11 I just have to buy something"
Joshua looked and Amira, his forehead just wrinkled a bit but he also stopped. But before Amira got out of the car, Joshua asked something.
"Let me buy what you want, what are you going to buy?"
"No i'ts okay, just a moment" and then Amira leave us.
We were quietly left in Joshua's car and I can't help to sweat even if his car is so cold. Ugh his charisma is on air!
"Next time don't come with us" My heart ached a little because of what I heard. "Remember i hate nerds. Specially you"
Why does he have to speak? Does he have no heart? I'm a nerd but I'm still human. I adjusted the handle on my bag and immediately opened the car door just in time for Amira to come out of the door on 7/11.
"Where are you Sam?"
I can't look at her properly because I'm already crying, my tears are going to fall. Annoyingly, I feel really sensitive to such things, a little hurtful words will cry right away.
"I forgot something at school, you go first" I reasoned.
She look dismayed of what i said. "Okay please takecare. It's already" she looked at his watch "5:46 pm"
"Yeah sure. Bye!" and then she byed too.
As I walked I could not help but kick the rocks I passed. Am I really that ugly? Is it really like this when nerd no one likes? Nobody likes it? Is it my fault that I do not know how to beautify myself? If I was just beautiful, would other people like me, especially him?
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