Chapter 44: Chapter 41: Beautiful Nightmare

Chapter 41: Beautiful Nightmare

"You learned to run from what you feel, and that's why you have nightmares. To deny is to invite madness. To accept is to control."

CESIA'S POV

"Sweetheart…Your father and sister are waiting for you outside. They are playing a chess game and need a cheerer like you. What are you doing here all alone?" Mommy Thea entered my room and sat on the bed beside me. I didn't notice she enter here. Maybe I'm clouded by my thoughts.

"Ahm…Just a penny of my thoughts Mom…" I said looking at the carpeted floor of my room. We're not in our house, where I grow up. We are having a vacation here in the Philippines at El Nido Resort. Miana said we stay here since last week, and tomorrow we were going back home to Pennsylvania. 

If you're asking why I am still here? Call me selfish, I've been thinking for a week if I should have come back from reality or not?