Chapter 3: Masked

Everything changed when I met him. The person who made my heart beat. I was 15 years old when I met Calix. He made me feel that even though I look like this, there is a man who will still love me. Calix was a hearthrob at our school and he was ahead of us for a year. It's a big question mark for me why he courted me. Every time we were together I could not help but feel depressed because of the various insults I inflicted on both of us. They always say that I charmed him, enchanted him and so on. Because I love Calix so much, I made the hardest decision of my life. I agreed to Mommy's offer. On my sixteenth birthday, we went straight to the place where I knew my life would change. Even though I was nervous, I continued for my own sake and especially for Calix. I plan to make this a birthday gift for her. YES, I underwent surgery, but I did not know that this would be the cause of my nightmare. It took almost a month for all my stitches to heal. Exactly for Calix's birthday. It has also been tickling me for a few days to come out but I just pretend that I am sick. I also left school in preparation for it. The next day I was not surprised that the students were looking at me. I thought I could surprise Calix but that's what I thought. I just heard that it was new and this is what he introduced to his parents this birthday. I thought that when I look good, he will love me more. People will love me more. I just thought it was all. Simultaneously with my tears the rain fell as if sympathizing with the pain I was feeling. I even met Grimmie on my walk but he ignored me because I did not say my plans. I came home wet and my eyes were puffy.