Chapter 3: 02
After What happened last night got me thinking,
Why didn't I die?!
Those meaningful words are running through my mind for several hours.
I can't even believe those hardships I've been through since Brian left,and I'm still alive.
I was just at home because the rain is too strong and i don't have any plan on going outdoors since i have no friends and my family is in Spain right now.
I've been so hard to myself these past few weeks so I think I needed to go somewhere just to relax myself maybe going on a resort since I love the beach.
But the last time i went there it was Brian's birthday and I have a lot of memories in that resort.
**Flashback to July 25,2017**
Today is Brian's Birthday I got to bring him somewhere.
Oh yeah the beach since we love going to the water.
I got to Brian's house by driving my car because it was just few blocks away from my apartment.
When I got there Brian was still asleep and he's still wearing a simple white shirt and a pajama, He was always si charming when he sleeps.
I laid beside him in his king sized bed and hugged him tightly while whispering"Happy birthday".
He woke up and hugged me back saying "I love you babe" and he kissed my forehead.
"I love you too" I softly said.
Then I stood up to cook his breakfast.
As usual his favorite chocolate pancake with strawberries and whipped cream on top, And brought it to brian's bedroom.
His huge smile welcomed me to his room and that gave me a sign that today we are gonna have fun.
I didn't say to Brian that we are going to the beach because i wanted to surprise him. While he was eating the pancake that i made I said to him that I have a surprise to him since its his birthday and I was really surprised that we quickly finished his food and took a bath.
While I was just going around his room i saw Brian's photograph with his parents and our picture together on our 1st monthsary and that made me smile for a moment.
Its really sweet of him to keep a lot of our picture in his desk, He must really love me.I felt really lucky to have him.
He finished fixing himself so got to my car and he wanted to drive but I refused because I wanted hin to relax for his birthday ,he was asking multiple times if we are there yet, he was like a kid that is so excited for their vacation trip.
When we got there he was in total shock because of happiness.
"Thank you babe,how sweet of you" He said while deeply looking into my eyes.
I gave him a soft peck on his cheek and that made him smile even more.
We just enjoyed the whole day eating, looking up to the beautiful sunset and talking about our day.
****** Back to reality ******
I remembered every single detail of his birthday, I caught my self crying when I remembered that precious memory.
I packed my things to get ready for my trip tomorrow since the weather forecast said that tomorrow's gonna be a really good weather.
The next day I drove my car all the way to the resort.
The resort never changed it was still very beautiful as the sunset every 6 pm.
I got a hotel near the beach area so I could stare at the beach while I'm drinking wine every night.
I could never be tired of seeing those Yellow, Orange and red colours.
I have no company to spend my time with so I just brought myself to the fancy restaurant in-front of the hotel.
I finally got a seat for myself this is a treat for me for surviving in terms of having to do a suicide, Actually if i wasn't saved by a stranger.
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