Chapter 41: Chapter 43

Kairosclerosis

n. The moment you realise you're happy.

The moment we entered his room, all sense of control vanished and we kissed each other like starved animals. Hands were pawing at each other, tearing clothes and popping buttons. I had never felt this level of want or passion in my life before. Kieran was the fuel to my hungry flames of desire and I wanted more.

But I also wanted to savour this moment, enjoy our first time together properly. We would always have time for quick sex later, but this was special moment worth enjoying.

"Kieran," I gasped as he gently but my lower lip and tugged on my it. "Let's slow down a bit," I panted, almost lost in the feeling of his body pressing mine against the wall. Reluctantly, he stepped back from me as I got back on my own feet.

I reached for his shirt, undoing what was left of the buttons to pull the torn fabric off him. I was slow and deliberate with my movements, running my hands on his exposed torso.