Chapter 22: ~20~
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"It's okay. I know you did."
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"Yoongi..." I looked up at him with tears eyes "stay with me. I promise I'll make it up to you."
"No. I know you love me, but not in the way you used to and it's okay. I understand." He looked away from me "Your feelings changed and I understand it. I can't be mad at you for that." He finally looked into my eyes as he talked
"I'm sorry, today wasn't suppose to be like that." I lowly said as I thought about all the words he said to me
"No...we needed this conversation." He took his phone from the nightstand "We'll spend time together another time, okay?" He softly tried to smile at me and walked out of my hotel room and closed it behind him
It was hard to see my first love suffering that way, because of me...
...1h later - Jungkook's room
"Are you not spending time with Hyung?" Jungkook asked me with his little does eyes and mouth full of food
"No." I cleared my throat "Did you order a lot of food?" I made myself comfortable on the couch where he was sitting and lied my head on his shoulder
"Did you fight with him...?" He put his plate on the table and looked at my emotionless face "Are you okay?"
And that's when I broke down and cried my heart out, sobbing, suffocating and gripping Jungkook's shirt was the only thing I could do right now
"There's something you don't know about me and Yoongi..." I looked at him and tried to say between my cries "I-I'm sorry, it's just that—" I cried
"Calm down, okay?" He caressed my back and kissed my tears away "Breathe, slowly." I tried doing as he said and calmed down a little
"Okay, now tell me everything." He softly said
I told him everything from the beginning till the end.
...30 Minutes later
"That's everything that happened." I sighed "I'm sorry I hide it from you."
"It's okay that you hide it from us. I think the boys would also understand if they knew, but what's bothering me is that first, Yoongi was your first everything? Second, how come Jaehyun was your boyfriend last year and I didn't even know and lastly I understand why Hyung was acting weird when he saw me around you, but was he really your first love?"
"Okay, first, yes Yoongi was my first time and my first love and everything. I really loved him with the bottom of my heart and yes, Jaehyun was my boyfriend when I turned 18 and we lasted 1 year and 4 months so we broke up when I was 19." I softly said as I looked at him
"So that means you and Yoongi...when you were 17...and he was 23-24...?" He hesitated
"Yes...?" I scrunched my nose as I tried seeing any reactions coming from him
"I mean age is just a number." He chuckled "But did you love Jaehyun?"
"Yes, a lot." I lowered my head "I guess I can love easily, but the love I give is genuine and strong."
"I know that don't worry." He softly said
"Thank you for not judging me, hating me and scolding me." I sincerely thanked him
"I love you and I'm always here no matter what."
"But...what are we?"
"What do you want us to be?" He smiled at me and held my hands
"I don't know, we are really close, we slept together and...." I blushed
"Let's take our time." He kissed my cheek and slowly kissed closer to my mouth and went down on my neck
"Jungkook..." I gripped his shirt harder
"Hmm?" He sucked on my neck "I want you." He pulled me closer "I've been craving for you since we did it yesterday, I'm addicted."
"Jungoo—" I whimpered as I felt him groping my breast and gently squeeze it "We did it yesterday—" He cut me off
"I need you~" He lowly said and tightened his hold on my hips "Please... I can't stop thinking about you." He kissed my neck
"But I'm tired" I complained
"You won't have to do anything. I'll do everything, hm?" He kissed my lips and lift me up to gently put me on the bed
... 2 hours later
"Babe, that felt so good." He kissed my lips and my cheeks before lying down on my body
"Jungkook, I have to go shower." I tiredly said after what he did to me "And I'm tired, I need some sleep."
"Sorry~" He giggled "I went a little hard on you."
"You were so fucking rough." I complained about the pain I felt between my thighs and my whole body in general
"I'm sorry baby, I couldn't refrain." He kissed my cheeks and caressed my back "But at least you came a lot of times, hm?"
"Shut up." I blushed "Help me go to the bathroom please, I need to shower." I gently asked
"Hold on babe." He wore his underwear and helped me to the bathroom
"Thank you." I walked into the shower and ran the hot water and let it slide down my body "What are you still doing here?"
"Making sure you don't fall." He said as he looked at my body "I'm just gonna shower with you." He decided
"No, Jungkook let me shower in peace." I whined
"I'm just gonna shower, I promise." He laughed as he took off his underwear and walked in the shower to join me.
"Don't touch me." I whispered as I felt his hands on my shoulders "You already touched me enough."
"I just wanted to give you a little massage and help you wash your hair." He softly said
"Okay..." I gave in and let him give me a massage and massage my scalp "it feels nice." I giggled
"Yeah?" He smiled as he continued massaging my scalp "I hope it does."
"Wait give me some shampoo." I gently asked. He put some in my hand and put hands on his head and gently began to massage his scalp with the shampoo
"Hmm..." he closed his eyes and put his hand on my waist "it feels nice babe."
"I know." I chuckled as I saw him enjoying this too much compared to me "Let's wash our hair."
"No I want more." He pouted and pulled me closer "Please."
"No, it's already 9pm. Let's wash up, order more food and I'll do that, but in bed okay?"
"It sounds good, but hurry." He took the shower head and rinsed the soap in our hair and on our bodies
After some minutes, we walked out the shower and dried ourselves with the towels that were in the bathroom and wore our pajamas. We ordered food from the hotel's restaurant and waited for it. We made ourselves comfortable on the bed and turned on the tv to watch some Netflix tv shows and after a little while the food came and we ate.
"Y/n?"
"Wassup?" I looked at him as I ran my hand through his hair and massaged his scalp
"I love you." He said as he looked at me
"I love you too." I smiled
"No, like I love you really much that it hurts."
"Shut the fuck up and watch the tv." I yawned
"Hmm." He pouted and tightened his hold around me
"Can I stop? I'm getting sleepy and cold." I said as I lied down and put the sheets over my body
"Yeah, come here." He pulled me closer and kissed my lips "Good night beauty."
...1 week later - TLLS James Corden
I was sitting down here, since 5 minutes, silently observing the outfit the stylist made for me.
"W-what is that again Woo Jin ?" I looked at him with a blank face
"A Corset Blazer." He pursed his lips "I had to change the outfit I'm sorry and I thought this would look nice, since Jungkook also has a see-through shirt." He said as he showed the see-through part on the Corset Blazer
"Woo Jin-ah..." I looked at him "It's not gonna fit."
"I'm your stylist." He simply said It's not gonna be inappropriate trust me."
"Ugh." I complained "What about my breasts ?"
"I prepared everything." He blushed
"Yah. Stand up. We don't have time." Namjoon complained "Its not his fault he had changed the outfit."
I scoffed, but gently took the clothes from Woo Jin's hands and headed toward the changing rooms.
I didn't want to admit, but I liked the Corset Blazer, it's just that I'm too insecure to wear that.
I decided to stop complaining and tried the outfit with the accessories and I'm not gonna lie, I looked pretty good.
"I don't know why I was making a fuss out there." I mumbled to myself before walking out the changing room and heading toward the others
"Guys." I said to try getting their attention "Here." I said referring to my outfit
"Oh my—" my stylist said before covering his eyes. They were all looking at me dumbfounded and eyes widened
"Remove the hair tie from your hair real quick?" Woo Jin asked
I did it and let my hair fall on my shoulders and behind my back. They slightly wavy and smelled like strawberry.
"Do you know how good you look right now?" Taehyung said as I blushed from shyness
"Shut up." I tell him before hiding my face "Where are my shoes?"
"Did you forget? We're dancing without shoes." Jin explained
"Oh yeah, right." I looked at my manager and walked toward him "Do you have my pills please with some water?"
"Here you go." He looked at me with worry all over is face
"Gwaenchanha. (I'm alright/okay)" I smiled at him and swallowed the pills with some water and huffed loudly to ease the stress.
"You guys are going in 30 seconds." One of the staff said
"Fuck, I'm not ready." I said as I looked at Namjoon with a worried expression
"Hey, you got this okay? We all got this." He smiled and came to hug me soft and gently
"My make up Namjoon." I slightly chuckled "What if I fall, there is gonna be water on the damn floor!"
"You're Ruby J, you got this!" Namjoon cheerily said as he tried to make me feel less stressed and worried
"Okay, Ruby, you got this."
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Author's note:
Heyo, I know I never writes notes and all but I felt like writing one.
1. I literally don't know what this fan fiction is and is gonna be, because I lost my inspiration for this one and low key don't know what to with it.
2. Because of point number 1, I'm thinking about writing an other Fan fiction (I'm gonna try to finish this one ofc), 'cause I've been watching Kdramas and got a lot of inspiration and already prepared the books covers and the story line too.
3. I'm also gonna create a YouTube channel, because I'm thinking about redoing a fan fiction on the platform(I started one but since I had an iPhone 6 I thought it was useless but now I have an iPhone 11 so it will be easier) I also got the characters ready and I'm thinking about adding more actually, I don't have a story line tho, so yeah It will may be come later or sooner.
And for the last point, I mentioned a Corset Blazer in this chapter, so here is the picture of what it looks like.
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