Have you ever felt deep disappointment, sadness, or where what they call it?
That unpleasant feeling that he always greeted me with when I opened my eyes
The disappointment in my soul because I am still alive
I've always been a loser without a boyfriend, so somehow I feel like I'm not going to miss anyone
Well maybe some goofy bullies
I'm Zhao Luhan, the book worm he's always mocked
A wealthy child from an armed family was not even 17 ... by the way, he has twins
Unlike Levan, he is the lovable athlete kid who has a wall full of trophies
It is the opposite of almost everything
Nobody doubts even a little that we are brothers, let alone twins
In the end, only the fool binds us
My mother's grumbling voice made me lose the desire to wake up
I don't want to give a long lecture from it now that what I'm going to do at home is enough
Her voice gradually disappeared, followed by the absolute calm that she had always enjoyed
I gradually opened my eyes to meet that white wall
I do not know why God hates me in this way .. I only had one wish and miserliness with it
Die quietly
Someone grabbed my hand to make me startled
"Relax this me," his laughter silenced to convince this extremely helpful brother
"And *** Do you enjoy?" He laughed even more when the nurse looked at us in exasperation, and his voice faded a little
"You didn't see your face," he kept laughing, looking silly as he helped me get my position right
Yes, you guys this is my dear brother
"Trust me, my face has been hated since I shared it with you."
"What are you saying, silly, come here?" Holding my hair rubbing hard, it makes me look worse than I do now.
I cursed him a lot while straightening my hair
I'm a smart boy so I'm not going to have a losing battle with a fool like him
She opened the door, just hurry, to lie down before noticing me
"Lifan, did your brother wake up?" She quietly asked to deny it
"Well, tell him to get ready when he does. We're going to get him out today."
"His wounds have not yet healed," he said
I heard something was breaking "Why weren't you satisfied with what embarrassed us?"
Oh sorry my heart was not bothering
"What are you saying is this what you care about right now?" He screamed at her for the first time in astonishment, while the voice of her feet told me that she was shivering
We nearly lost him if you did not understand. His voice is weak, causing my eyes to tear and closing my mouth, which silenced my inhalation.
Lifan was the only person I owned in my life ... it was everything
When I cut my veins, my mind was about to respond
I already realized it was going to hurt him
But part of me says he has a lot of people
It is enough for me to forget my presence one day
Only now did I realize how stupid I was
I was the only one with whom I shared everything from the moment we opened our eyes
She slammed the door, a sign of his victory
Hyung put his hand on my shoulder to pretend I fell asleep
It's silly, I know, but I just couldn't stand it now
Let's talk later: "Come to me sigh while he's sitting up again
Without realizing it, I grew up
Let's go back to the beginning of the story
When I originally decided to commit suicide
I must say I got tired of my parents, which made me look like a vase in the house
Only exists to adorn
His mouth must be closed
He must restrict his thoughts
And he hides his feelings and gasps
To become a good boy
Or should I change the camera angle slightly for school?
The verbal bullying that I lived all my life became a thing in front of what I am facing now
It developed into bodily harm as well
Really cool
Do you know what overflowed Kobe?
Your curiosity was raised true
But this is complicated, let's leave it for another time
Plus, I didn't have a boyfriend
If I count the people who know my name, I will need one palm, including my family
This is often described as invisible and true
Don't get it wrong, Lifan didn't let me suffer from all of this
He did not know at all
I asked him to ignore me earlier so as not to attract unwanted attention
Additionally, his friends do not usually participate with him in their private activities, such as hitting me
They only show angel masks in front of him
We always believed that there were no secrets or barriers between us
But with time, I realized that one of us should be his brother's shadow
I have to keep cool and stay away just to keep its shine
I've always liked it