Chapter 14: Is this what being in love feels like

I have been transferred to our family hospital now and my mother is here taking care of as Maja had to go home and rest. The doctor said that I will be kept in observation for a few days before I can be allowed to go home.

I am currently watching a movie on Netflix while waiting for the day to end, I have been in the hospital for two days I feel like I have been here for ages. How people stay in such a place for long. I am bored out of my mind and one has been made clear to me, I did not like watching movies before as I don't seem to like any of the movies on Netflix.

I wish that she would come back soon, when she is around time seems to move alot faster and looking at her is much more interesting than anything on Netflix. I miss being so much despite seeing her just a few minutes ago, I want to see her again.

I have forgotten everything and everyone but my heart has not forgotten how it feels towards her. I must have fallen heads over heels for her before I had the accident. My heart never seems to get enough of her, I think I can stare at her for hours and not get bored. It makes me happy to know that she will be with me for the rest of my life. After we get married I will never let her go anywhere, I will do everything to make her happy so she never thinks of leaving me.

I will never allow to lack for anything in her entire life. I want to always be happy with me forever, my life is nothing without him. I can't let her leave me ever again I must make her mine at all cost. I want be a part of all her dreams so that she never thinks of leaving me ever again. I will certain that the two of us live a happy married life.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I did not realize when my mother left or when a strange girl entered the room and sat down beside me. She squeezed my hand gently bringing me out of my trance, I looked at her and was surprised to see her sitting next to me smiling at me. Before I could ask her who she was she talked to me.

"Hi,I'm Natasha Fernandez and your mother asked me to come and take care of you as she went home to freshen her up at home. She told me about everything that happened to you so you don't have to worry about anything. I am your friend, and we are close some might say that we are best friends."

"Best friends ?"

"Yes, in fact we are not just friends we are more than that. Your mother arranged for us to getting married so technically I am your fiancee. We are to get married in a weeks time, everyone has been informed about it invitations have been sent and even the media has been informed about it. The both of us have made the news for the entire week, you won't find a news paper or channel in the country that doesn't talk about our marriage."

"Are you serious about all this ?"

"Yes, as a matter of fact you were more excited about it than I was when your mother broke the news to us."

She reached out to her handbag picked up her phone. She showed me photos of the two of us and we both look happy in the photos. But how can it be possible that I am getting married to her when I am supposed to get married to Maja. She did say that my mother arranged for us to be married but how can that be possible when my grandma has arranged for me to marry Maja.

How can my family arrange two marriages for me and how do I choose who I am going to marry when I don't even have my memories of either women. How can my grandma arrange my marriage with Maja when it was already decided that I marry Natasha.

No matter who I choose to marry at the end one of them will eventually get hurt but how do I know which marriage proposal I was going to accept. How do I avoid breaking their hearts in the end. Who can I ask to tell me what choice I would have made had I had my memories with me.

Maja said that me and her getting married hasn't been decided yet and we have yet to talk about it. Then it means that maybe I was not meant to be with her. Speaking of her despite how my heart reacts when I am around her, I am not very sure I can trust her completely. I mean to say that every time I ask her about our past she always changes the subject. It is as though she is deliberately hiding the truth from me. Even Clara tried to tell me the truth but before she could she threw her out of the room. What could she possible be hiding from me.

I have to find out what the truth is before I blindly trust anything she tells me as it is possible that the reason she left was not because I did something wrong. That letter from my grandma tells me that we haven't been doing well because of it. Maybe she had done something wrong to me and I ended things with her. For all I know she could be be bad person pretending to be nice.

What if I had asked her to leave, it couldn't have been a small matter for her to leave the country. What if I had broken up with her and she is fooling me, pretending to be my fiancee only to trick me into marrying me. I have to talk Clara and find out what happened in our past.

I am the son of wealthiest family in the country I wouldn't be surprised to find eight women claiming to be to my fiancee. What if she planted that letter in my belongings and her phone number on my phone. Maybe she is after my family wealth or status, just how low will she stoop to get what she wants.

I have lost my memories so at the moment I am very vulnerable to exploitation. I must be careful of cunning people,I will not allow anyone to take advantage of me and just as I thinking this the door opened and Maja come in to the room. It is true what they say speak of the devil and the devil appears in front of you.

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