Chapter 2: Episode 2
Sandra narrates
The classes went normally max went to train with the unbearable asthon michele because he had to fix some things so I stayed like the truth I always like to be alone the truth maybe my other one I would say this with sarcasm but the truth is I prefer to be alone I decided to go to my secret place or well not so secret but special behind the university there is an abandoned house in which I like to be inside the house the house was old that I could tell when you enter the place you realize that it is magical It is special or at least I noticed it when I entered I sat at the old desk there I took out my songbook and the lyrics came out of nowhere my mind began to imagine the story and I remembered Dereck I miss him so much just thinking about the feeling that my heart hurts I remember when we met.
Flashback
The day was cold more than normal I felt my bones freeze I listened to music the rhythm hypnotized me my steps were delicate slow until I felt that I collide with someone.
what's wrong with you idiot _ I said furious
I'm sorry, said a thick but sorry voice
When I heard his voice I froze and his intense gaze liked me ...
Well I have to go a treat.
My name is Dereck Beckers and you?
I am Sandra read a taste.
I went on my way but her voice stopped me
when will I see you again _ asked Dereck
fate will decide _ I smiled
end of flashback
remembering it maybe makes me sick but I feel that it is like a necessity it may sound strange but it is a need to hurt me with my memories my photos I left the abandoned house and I went to my favorite music class when I entered was Asthon, Michele and Max the three They looked at me curiously I did not sit with them I was not in the mood to endure the stupid fights of Michele and Max or Asthon with their stupid questions I walked away as I almost always did enter Professor Alonso was one of the young professors at the university I really liked the vast majority of the empty heads in this place, the barbies in this place loved the teacher.
Good morning, young people. Today's class I am going to make pairs. I have here a sheet with the armed pairs. They have to write a song.
I got up from my seat and when I arrived I saw the list I played with Axel Salvatore this boy almost never went strangely if he had gone today because I did not care I sat next to him and told him that we played together he looked at me with his typical look of indifference.
Well what do you want us to write the song about _ Asked Axel
I don't know _ I answered
Let's do something I'll see you in the abandoned house at 8:00 and we'll compose the song, you think _
if we see each other at night Salvatore _ I smiled and left.
7:46
It was almost time I walked until I reached a lonely park I sat down my gaze settled on that dark blue sky full of stars I was happy to see the stars they reminded me of him his dark blue gaze his smile that illuminates even the darkest of stars corners, God why did you leave! I exclaimed in despair I felt my eyes crystallize and I swear I could hear the sound of my heart breaking I saw my watch and it was time I walked slowly and without haste when I got to the abandoned house of the university there was his gaze resting on the sale to enter looked at me and smiled.
Hello sorry for being late _ I said
calm we begin _ said Axel
If i answer
well I have a song that you may like _affirm
I hear you _ I answered
start to sing
We knew each other then we were two strangers I hope you forgive me
for what happened I know it's my fault but I never paid attention something in our friendship was broken I need you to come back and be by my side again I need to explain to you what happened to me when I look at the sky
I wonder what happens to me I feel confused sometimes lost I don't know what happened to me I need you to come back to give you a thousand hugs to give you love is part of this friendship
forgive me if I tell you that I'm leaving, forgive me if I say goodbye again, I need you to come back and be by my side again, I need to say goodbye one last time
I need you to come back to look at the sky the star that shines the brightest, that is me.
I finish singing.
Wow the song is very beautiful let's use that forgiveness but I must go _ I said and left
I walked until I got to my house I lay down on the bed I couldn't stand the headache and fell asleep We are together or that we are a thousand doubts cross my mind I am paralyzed I see myself in the mirror my reflection is blurred I close my eyes and when I open them I feel It was the light, the darkness floods my gaze, and I stumble, I can't find your hand, it was lost, I feel alone, I know that I cry from my lips, only questions and sobs come out, stop crying, I repeat myself over and over again, I swear that this will be the last I cry but I know it's a lie I close my eyes again and the light comes on my way through a desert my head hurts my lips are dehydrated nor I know what happens to me I breathe agitated and awake it was a dream one that hurts me I can not go back to sleep I put my headphones and the music calms my thoughts but not my soul.
It was 5:00 I did not sleep at all I have dark circles a pale complexion more than normal my lips are pale I am thirsty I cannot breathe well I leave my room my father is in the living room you are asleep from the drunkenness that he has on top I do not want him to know I wake up I walk in silence when I get to the door I open it carefully but I feel my hair being pulled.
Let go !
you are a whore just like your mother
The first blow comes the second I cry in silence I beg no more blows to come but what I get is one blow after another until I no longer feel anything I do not understand why my mother left deep in my soul I wish her to return.
6:00 am
I am awake I am in my bed I only feel a lot of pain I try to get up but my head hurts with a lot of effort I get up I see my reflection in that mirror my tears come out I can not anymore I want to die because I see my sad gray eyes I have a split lip and blows all over the body my complexion looks worse and worse I put on a black sweatshirt a jeans my tennis shoes I am ready I make a bow in my hair I do not want to answer questions on the way to university I put my headphones on again the music always helps me relax I did not want to talk to anyone but I had to study and even less when I was about to finish my career as an architect I did not say it before but I have a little gift for drawings to enter again the glances rested on me michele tried to get closer but I avoided it asthon looked at me confused and max was not there around here I went up to the roof there was Axel was playing the guitar with passion I sat on the edge of the building watching the view of the city I lit a cigarette I closed my eyes for a moment remembering each blow that my father gave me last night the pain of my wound came to light I felt a look and I verified that it was asthon I ignored him I got up and went out again but his hand prevented me.
What do you want
talking to you has been avoiding us all damn day
leave me alone you really don't care about my fucking stupid life
Fuck me not maybe but your best friend and best friend if you really are so selfish not to realize that your friend needs you her grandmother died yesterday and you act like a child without feelings.
He said that and left, leaving me to stop at nothing I felt my feet faint I felt Axel's gaze fixed on me but I ignored it I ran outside the university I ran until I stayed without breath until my feet ached and I dropped I cried so hard it was raining hard seas I continued walking aimlessly but with pain I stopped a second I took a knife and passed it as hard as I could through my arm it burned but my soul burned more.
hears
I turned on my axis and I was the one who least thought about it Axel I don't know why but I ran over and hugged him, his strong arms corresponded to me and there under that rain my world collapsed ending my strength and I fell into his arms.
Gifts
-- Gift
received Weekly Power Status
-- Power
Ranking 
-- Power
stone